Now at home...feeling real D-O-W-N...
My cousin and his wife came just from Malaysia yesterday and today, my elder cousins who've been living with me for dunno how many donkey years, my mother and elder went to Bugis to shopping (I guess)…
But I’m real down as they did not even care whether I’m feeling fine with it or not…sometimes, I really feel like yelling my lungs out to like them know how I feel but I just couldn’t…Why is this happing to me?
In school was another problem…I’ve been feeling worn out the whole! Argh! I dunno how long I am gonna stay onto this…
I’m feeling grumpy all over now…*Grrr*…Have ta Chill Chill Chill…Cool down…*Phew*…
I also need To study hard man…I’ve come out with a TARGET…here it goes…
English- B3
Mathematic- A2 or B3
Art- A2 or B3
Combine Humanities (SS, Lit)- A2 or B3
Mother Tongue- B3
Science (Phy, chem)- At least a B4
Pure Bio- at least at C5
Like that…I shall be able to go where I wanna GO…!!! Hahas…Happy…Gonna go fetch my little sister from school lerh…
*Waves*
Take Care Everyone…!!!
I'm still trying to stop thinking about HiM*...yup...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
5:40 PM
Depression is all over me...Creeping…
why did I say that?
Os is less than a month...
-Art pract. work still undone n there's only 2 weeks to finish it...
-Results is like waves; keep going up n down, not stable...
-Brain just could not get in the information n notes...
-Emotions are taking over my mind…
-Sleepless nights that worn me out…
-HiM*
*Bang the Wall*
I just could not concentrate in school...I Keep yawing n yawning...Like I've never slept for thousands of years...Seems like I’ve lost all my senses…Damn…
*Bang again*
Need to keep practicing my work…do hope I could get at least a 15 pts for Os results so that I could at least go somewhere and survive from there…Have been thinking of the reasons why I could not improve greatly for my results…Have always blame my brain being stupid but I guess not yeah…Think it’s me not wanting to remember them…I really think so…Sigh…
Days of taking Os is coming nearer and nearer day by day…I really cannot imagine how I’m gonna survive in the examination hall…Maybe I may faint that day…you’ll never know…Really have to remember all that I should remember to score for my Os…I can never ever S-L-A-C-K…!!!
My last pace of the race has to end one day…and I hope it shall end on the 20th November 2006…I hope it’ll end on that day…
Have to stop thinking about HiM* now...Sigh...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
11:38 PM
