hAiz...tOdAy laSt bAnD pRaCtiCe...eVeRy fUn aNd tIrEd cAuSe wE aCtUalli wAiTeD fOr tHe BeDoK nOrTh pPl wHo iNvOlvE iN tHe pErC tHiNgY tO cOmE...hAvE aNoTheR sEctIoNaL...oF cOuRsE sAw mY bUdDy kELvIn...hAd aLoT fUn WiTh hIm...oF cOuRsE sAw mY gOoD fReN yOnG LiNg...I aLsO sAw mY sIsTeR NadIrAh...oF cOuRsE hAzIzI...rOhAiZaRd...wE gOt pRaCtiCe cAnOn iN D tHiS tImE aNd aLsO tHe BrAziLiAN dAnCe tOo...hAhAx...hAd loAds oF fUn wItH tHeM...tHeN aFtEr tHaT...tHeY wAiTeD fOr uS...sO wE all gO eAt dInNeR...bUt i DiDnT eAt mUcH...eNdEd uP kElvIn sHaRe wItH mE...hAhAz...hE rEalli eAt AloT sIa...hAhAz...bIg mOutH sIa hIm...hAhAz...tHeN wE all pLay AnD pLay...hahAz...bUt tMr nEEd sTuDy wItH dOr...hAiz...DiE...(>_<) sHe bErI dE sEriOuS dE...aHhH...wEll wAs nOt fEeLiNg bErI hApPy tHeSe fEw dAyS...mAyBe caUsE oF sTrEsS bAhx...hAhAx...eNd oF yEaR eXaMiNaTiOn wHat...hAiz...sUrE dIe liAox...hAiX...I'm StIll sO LouSy...!!!
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
9:15 PM
hAiz...wHy...?wHy tHe SamE tHinG hApPeNs tO mE aGaIn...???I rEalli iS sIck oF iT lE sIa...hAiz...I wAnNa bE sTrOnG bUt i AlwAyS fAiLeD tO dO tHaT...eVeYtImE bEcOz i CanT tO a siMpLe qUeStiOn...i'll wAnNa cRy...I'm So DamN uSeLeSs sIa...hAiz...i'm LOUSY...!!!!!
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
8:54 PM
hOhO...juZ fInIsH pLaYiNg mApLe StoRy...lEvEl uP...My SuPi_DuPi...hAhAx..wAs kInDa gLaD bOut yTd...cOz...hAhAx...I'vE aT leAst kuW wHat i AcTuAlli fEEl...I fOuNd i AcTualli OsO dUn ReAlli HavE tHe feEliNg lEft anYmoRe...sO mEaNs bEri FaSt cAn aCtUalli fOgEt tHaT i hAvE aCtUalli bE wItH bE oNcE...cOoL...hAhAx...
wEll..wAnNa StUdy LatEr liAox...HaHax...sTill fEEliNg FrEE...bUt nOt eMpTy aNyMorE...cOz tHeRe'S aCtUally mAnY pPl wHo cArE bOut mE mOrE tHaN i eXpEctEd...HaHax...wEll...I'm fEEliNg bEttA bEiNg lIkE tHaT...hAhAx...
gOtta pRaCtiCe hArD fOr mY mAtHs...gOttA pAsS...ReAlli...BUCK up!!!! yEaH...!!! hOpE i CaN Do iT...( ^ ~ ^ )
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
3:06 PM
BlAhx...
bAnD cAmP fInIsH lE...hAhAz...wEll...EvEryOnE cRiEd...dUnNo wHy [i WaS hAvInG sEcTiOnAl aT tHat TiMe]...AnYWaYS...OuR GrOuP GoT ThE 1St...!!!!! ThE mOScOw...hAhAx...wE wErE bEri tHe EnthU [cUz i I'M iN tHe gRoUp mAh...jOkInG]...hAhAx...
gOnNa sLp...bUaIzZz...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
10:26 PM
wEEx...juZ cAmE hOmE fRoM sChoOl...tOdAy iS tHe 1St dAy oF tHe cAmP...wAnNa sTay oVeRnIgHt ActUally...bUt cOz mUm gO mAlAysIa...sO sHe WaNt mE gO hOmE [sAfer fOr hEr tO cAll mE aNd ChEck oN mE aNd My SiS]...hAhAx...NvM loRz...I'vE pRoMisE aLot oF sEc 1s tHaT i'll sLeEp oVeRniGhT wItH tHeM tHe nExT tImE...*hOOk FiNgErs*...
Still fEEliNg fReE aNd eMpTy aT tHe sAmE tImE...bUt iS nOt cUz oF hIm [I'm DAMN sUrE]...wEll...wAs kIndA fUn tOdAy...cOz i SaW mY dEaRzZz...RaFiDaH...!!!! hUg aLot oF tiMeS...HaHax...sAw mY bUdDy...KeLvIn..."DaDDy"...FitRi...sAw mY bEloVeD bRo...JiNg wEi...aNd oF cOz...mAny oThEr bEdOk nOrTh Ppl...hEEx...mE aNd mY bUdDy kElvIn...wE kEpt cRapPiNg eAcH oThEr [wE aLwAyS dO tHaT wHeN sEe eAcH oThEr aNyWay]...wE oSo kEpt pLayInG...sO mAd bUt wAs ReAlli fUn...hAhAx...
wAs A FuN bUt tiReD Day fOr mE...cOz gOt gAstRiC...pAiN...dRiNk tWo BiG cUpS oF hOt WatEr [nEaRly bUrN mY tOnGuE]...sTill feeliN pAiN nOw...hAhAx...sO gOt To gO sLeEp liaOx...sO sHall StOp hErE...Haiz~ (- . -)
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
12:03 AM
wAs a TypIcAl dAy iN sChoOl fOr mE tOdAy...gOt EnGliSh cOmpO wRiTiNg...ThE tiTlE i ChoSe iS cOuRaGe...kInDa tOoK mE 15 mIntUeS jUsT tO tHiNk oF tHe StArtInG...wAsTeD 15 mIntUeS [dAmN mAn]...I knOw I'm lOuSy In tHaT pArT fOr eNgLiSh...I'll bUcK uP aLriGhT...
HmMm...cAnT bEliVe tHiS...AileeN dId tHe sAmE tHiNg aS mE yTd...wAs sO shOcKeD...bUt aNyWayS...sHe'll fInD sOmEoNe aLoT bEttA tHaN mOnKey i gUeSs...liKe mE,sHe wAs cLaM n kInDa hApPy...i gUeSs...HeEx...wEll...iT sEEmS tHat I aCtUaLi dId tHe rIgHt tHinG aFtErAll...mAyBe bEcOz iS pReDiCtAbLe...sO i wAsN't sAd nOr fEEl likE cRyiNg aT aLL...
wEEx...tmR cAmP...HaHax...nOt sTaYiNg oVeRniGhT...cOz gOt sOmE pRoB aT hOmE...nVm...i'll pRoMiSe i'll sTill bE iN bAnD tIll 10 bEfoRe i Go hOmE...Yup...tHaT'S tHe wAy iT sHall bE...hAhAx...gOiNg tO hOnG kOnG [sHoUld bE]...mUsT cOnViNcE mY mUm AnD dAd...
sO...i'll eNd hErE...bUaIz....hEEx....
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
10:32 PM
HeEx...wAs nOt fReE yTd...hAhAx...DiD sOmEtHiNg tHaT wOuLd cOnSiDeR iS gOoD...brOkE uP...hAhAx...I aM sO mUcH fReE aFtEr tHaT...aM i oUttA mY mInD oR sOmEtHiNg...??? I dUn rEalli kNoW u SeE [yIkEs]...hAhAx...
mIsS dAmN lOts oF pPl tHiS fEw dAyS...hAhAx...wAs sTrUggLiNg wItH aRt...cUz iT'S KiNdA hArD...nOw sOmEmOrE gOt "mOcK" eXaM...wE tRyIng oUt sEc 4 ExPrEsS mId-yEaR eXaM pApEr...tHeMe...ReD...haRd...sTill lOoKiNg fOr PiCs aNd tHeRe'S 3 pEriOds oF aRt tOmOrRoW [dIe]...hAhAx...gOnNa bUcK uP fOr mY sTuDiEs...i CaN dO iT mAn...
WeE...HmMm...hOpE i'll bE FiNe sOoN...gOnNa gEt oVeR iT yEaH...hOhO...mY 2nD sIsTeR wEn YaN [oR NiC] tOld mE tHaT tHeRe's nOtHiNg iN tHe wOrlD tHaT wIll LaSt...I rEalli KinDa aGrEE tO iT...HaAa...wEll...gOttA sTuDy rEaL hArD...n To My DeAr BrO NICKKI...dA jIe wIll aLwAyS bE bY yA sIdE...fEEl fReE tO lOok fOr mE iF yOu hAvE pRoBleMs...
wEll...i"ll eNd hErE...bUaIzZz...hOhOhO...(^~^)
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
8:23 PM
gEE...HaIx...
wAs BuSy tHeSe fEw DaYs So nEvEr uPdAtE...niCe BloG I'vE fOuNd...hoPe hE's Still oKay [cUz sTill DiDnt HaVe ChaNcE tO cOnTaCt hIm ]...yTd dId a GoOd ThiNg...tElliNg mY BuDDy nOt tO gIvE uP oN tHe gAl hE loVeS...aRt wAs A KiLLer fOr mE aS i'M sTrUggLiNg tO dRaW mY pIcS [cUz I'm LOUSY u sEE sO nEEd aLot oF tImE tO dRaW ]...wEll...tHe eNd oF tHe yEaR iS cOmInG vErI sOoN...hAhAx...So gOt To bUcK uP oN My sTuDiEs...wEll gOt To Go...tRy wRiTe aGaIn SoOn...hAiz...gOt a QuoTe aT laSt :
iF u wAnTeD sOmEtHiNg vEry mUcH
tHe bEsT yOu CaN dO iS tO tRy yOuR bEsT tO hAvE iT...
_ Min FaNg
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
8:18 PM
Feel FrEe....?!?!
My liTTle bRo NiCkki wAs wiTh mE yTd aFtEr BaNd yTd...hEEx...wE wAlk hOmE tOgEtHeR...dEn i aCcoMpAnY hIm tO gO bUy IcE-cReAm...dEn hE kInDa sEnD mE hOmE...wEll i'M rEalli oKay...CuzZz...nO mAtTeR U'rE hApPy oR sAd...liFe's sTill gOeS oN...sO wHy nOt liVe oN a HapPiLy...wEll...i mAy loOk fAkE bUt i PrOmiSe...i'll tRy tO bE hApPy wHeN i'M nOt...hAhA...LatEr gOiNg sChOol aT boUt 1...tRy...HaHax...gOt BaNd...HaIz... = P
wEll...yTd bAnD wAs kInDa FuN...wE all [tHe pErC] gO eAt LuNcH dEn gO nEaRby MaMa sHoP boUgHt sWeetS...wE cAmE bAcK eArliEr tO pRaCtIcE tHe INCANTATION AND DANCE...iT wAs kInDa fUn lAhx...HaHax...dEn wE aLsO gO tHrOuGh mAnY pIeCeS liKe...CINEMA PARADISO...OVERTURE JUBILOSO...aNd MaNy mOrE...[i KiNdA dUn ReMeMbEr]...iT's JuZ kInDa fUn Lahx...To mE...HaHax...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
12:45 PM
Haiz...thiNgs aRe still tHe sAmE...
Haiz...tHinGs aRe gEttIng FrOm bAd tO wOrSe...i'M sO sIcK...i NoW kAnNa sOrE tHoArt sOmEmOrE...PaIn uNtiL wAnt DiE liAo...WaAaA...yTd cRy mYsElF tO sLeEp AgAiN...tHinK i'M gOnNa dIsSaReAr tO tHe oUtEr sPaCe bEtTa...HaIz...NtH tO dO nOw...sO i'll dRoP mAyBe TmR...HaIz...i STILL wOnDeR wHeN will i DiE...HaIx...aNd i'M lOusY iN eVeRyThInG...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
11:04 AM
Waaaaa...SiaNz...hEEx...
Haix...nOw jUz FiNiSh pLayInG mApLe...vEry laZy to pLay liAox...HaHax...cUz LikE nO tImE tO PlaY lIkE tHaT...HaIz...i StiLL wAiTiNg fOr HiS rEpLy...MsG hIm...bUt StIll nEvEr RePly...hE tHoUgHt I dUnNo aNyThiNg...bUt aCtUaLli I kuW lOrz...Haiz...tHe mOrE hE nEvEr tEll mE...tHe mOrE i'LL wOrRiEd fOr HiM...bUt i"m SuRe hE'll nEvEr kNoW sIa...tHinK hE's DeAd sIa...KiNdA sO sAd...bUt nOtHinG CaN bE dONe...sO tHinK fOrGeT iT lORz...iT'S hIS LiFe...ThInk iT wAs a BiG MiStAkE sIa...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...tHinK bEttA DiE sOon...Haiz...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
4:30 PM
It's A nEw dAy tOdAy But...........
Hmmm...sO wHat it iS a NeW dAy tOdAy...???My LifE wAs nEvEr nEw To mE...eVeRtHinG iS sOmEhOw gOinG fRoM bAD tO wOrSe[i GuEsS sO]...LatEr Got mAtHs LeSsOn...10 tO 12...HaHax...MusT sTuDy HaRd sIa...cAnNot LeT mY loVe oNeS dOwN[FaMiLy]...Haiz...TiMe iS rUnNiNg Out...GoTTa Go NoW...HaHax...I sTiLL wOnDeR wHeN i'LL DiE...DuNnO aNyOnE wiLL cArE aNoT...?HaIz...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
9:04 AM
i WoNdEr,i WoNdEr...
Haiz...i WoNdEr wHen wIll i DiE...i WoNdEr...HmMm...LaTer Got BaNd...GoTTa gO eAt lE...HaHax...i LaZyBuM...HaHax...WoNdER wHen wiLL i Die...HeEx...(0.o)Y i WoNdEr...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
11:00 AM
AwWw....wHy...?
Haix...wAs sLeEpIng vEri LatE yTd...HaHaz...Cuz LitTle sIstEr iS siCk...PoOr giRl...HaHax...i sLeEp dUriNg MothEr toNgUe...TwO pEriOds sOmEmoRe...HaIz...jUz bLacK oUt aNd sLeEp...Haix...aCtuAlli i'M aWakE...jUz tO foRCe mYsELf tO sLeEp sO i wOnT liKe tHinK tOo mUcH... bUt...i still kEpT thiNkiNg...DuNnO wHy...i'M siCk oF iT siAz...Haiz...wHy...???I'm sO dAmN sAd...HaIz...i'M fAdiNg aWay sOoN...I'm cRyiNg aLmoSt eVeRyDay...Haiz...wOrrIeD bOut BuDDy...aLeX...Haiz...MisS aLex[BuDDy],RaFiDah[DarDar],JiNg Wei[BoiBoi],JuNe[SiStEr 1],ClEmEntS[pAl],CaSsIe[siStEr 2].....EtC....HaHax...i'M nOt gOnNa cArE boUt tHaT sTuPid pRoBlEm boUt Me aNd HiM...i ThiNk i nOt EvEn kNoW hiM sIa...Haiz...I'm loSt...BuT i sTill goT tO gO oN...sO foRgEt boUt tHaT...CuZ...NoThiNg cAn bE dOnE...Haiz...wOuLd bE bEtTa iF i'M dEaD fRm tHis wOrLd...???wOnDeR wHy...Haiz...bEtTa bE dEaD fRoM tHiS WORLD...!!!!!
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
4:24 PM
Haiz...I wOnDeR...
weLl...tOdAy iS tEacHeRs' Day...!!! hOpE all tEaCheRs HapPy aLwAys...HaHaz...Haiz...MsG hiM...BuT hE didNt rEplY...SaD....
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
5:55 PM
