tHiS iS tHe SoNg LyRiCs oF mY bLoG...vErY mEaNiNgFul rItE...?
Casting Crowns - Here I Go Again Lyrics
Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away
So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?
Chorus:
'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again
Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him
What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard
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11:26 AM
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all lost and alone.
11:23 AM
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10:44 PM
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minfang xD
all lost and alone.
11:00 PM
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tMr gOt bAnD...hOpe mY hAnD iS fInE...lOlx...
AGAIN...I'LL TRY MY BEST TO BE HAPPY....HAVE FAITH IN ME PPL K...???
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
12:54 PM
YaWnZzZ.................( -__- )zZz
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minfang xD
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12:22 AM
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minfang xD
all lost and alone.
9:25 AM
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minfang xD
all lost and alone.
12:17 PM
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HaIx................................................
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
10:40 AM
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ReAlli BrEaKiNg DoWn SoOn....SoBx....(T__T)
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
6:20 PM
HoliDaY nOw WaS gEtTiNg So BoReD...wAs StAyInG aT hOmE aNd StArInG aT tHe CeLLiNg...LiKe CrAzY...
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I'M TRULY A FAILURE...................................
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
5:57 PM
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LaTeR sTiLL gOt LeSsOn SiA...Till 12.30...dEn GoiNg BN cOmBiNe...lolx...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
9:51 AM
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minfang xD
all lost and alone.
4:51 PM
