hai..These few days that I've gone thru is like so freak...have been taking back test results and it's like wad the freak.........damn lousy marks i get for chem...the..........vomit blood....argh....
today is a worse day...art lesson is so hard to go thru...like time goes so so so SLOW...nearly took my life away...haha...mdm fazelah "scolded" me...so sad...I cried...but who cares...? NO ONE...obviously...(-_-)'''
Extra lesson of physics was bored but i manage to survive...haha...it's true...almost half the class was dying...haha...I'm able to take it ok...? haa...
Dor at my hse now...haha...was listening to her beautiful piano playing juz now...I so lucky rite..? haha...can hear her playing...woohoo...!!! lucky me...wahaha...
Thinking of jogging this sun...cuz so tense up lately...want die liao...ahhh...
well...thought of giving up waiting for him...but........juz dunno why I dun wan to let go...hai...W-H-Y...?!?! I'm so freak up with myself...I realli do hope to let him kuw i like him...to me...If i could be with him happily for ONE day...juz with him willingly being happy with me...I realli will let go if i have to...I promise...cuz this is life...
But no matter what...as long as he's happy...I'll be happy...cuz......u're the one who is impt in my life for now...haha...
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
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