LiFe iS pAiNfUl...i DuNnO wHy lEhx...hAix...
dUnNo wHaT i'vE dOnE...wHy I'm lIke nOtHinG lIke tHat...hAix...I aM sO sAd...dUnNo hOw Am I aBle tO cOnTiNuE liViNg...hAix...I'M sIck Of iT...
wEll...tOdAy BaNd wAsNt gOOd aT aLL...oUr jUniOr iS aNgRy...sAd...aNd STRESS...bUt nObOdY cArEs...hAd a tAlk wIth hIm...he CRIED...bUt wHo tHe hEll cArEs iF hE sAd oR nOt...NO ONE...eXcEpT mE...i'M sO sAd sEEiNg HiM cRy wHeN i SaW hIm cRy...I feeL sO bAd...I loOk ArOuNd...nO oNe wAs tHeRe eXcEpt mE aNd hIm...dEn ReBeCca cAmE aLoNg...BuT cAnT hElP mUcH...cUz iT's oUr SeCtIoN tHiNg aFtErAll...hE sAy hE's SiCk Of aLoT oF tHiNgS...ALOT...bUt I fInD mYsElF sO uSeLeSs...cAnT hElP hIm At aLL...
LUNCH wAs So DiffiCuLt To wEnT tHuR fOr Me tOdAy...AcTuAlli tO sAy...It's WHOLE DAY...!!!!! vErY vErY dIffiCuLt...liKe CrAzY...ReAlli DuNnO wHaT tO dO...wAs LEFT OUT tHe WhOlE dAy...lOOk liKe A fOol sIa...So SiAn LiaOx...rEalli sO sIaN...nOw I rEalli kNoW hOw mY jUnIoRs fElt wHeN iN bAnD...I dIdnt dO a gOoD jOb As a SeNiOr...fAiluRe sIa...sO i'M gOiNg To Do mY jOb aNd So I cAn LeAvE bAnD wIthOuT wOrRiNg BoUt aNyThInG...tHaT's tHe WaY...
wEll...hAvE tO cOuNt tHe DaYs tO lIvE lOrx...cAnT dO aNyThInG aBoUt iT...HaIx...
I'll bE bEcOmInG LiVinG dEaD sOoN............
minfang xD
all lost and alone.
10:44 PM
