Boo~ My life....

2007-06-14T21:06:00.000-07:00

Woots~

18 days to my 17...!!!

*Jumps*

I've found this blog skin very nice cause of the picture...
Very lonely but was very well done.
Especially the person in the tunnel...
awesome...! lols.
Added up to it, I've put in this song which I've got a kind soul who found it for me

So i downloaded...Thanks to that kind soul...lols.

Corrinne May - Free

She has a beautiful voice man...
love it...haa~

Got something to recommend everyone...
especially to those who likes mysteries and thriller shows...

TRAVELER

Click the banner to visit the site.

Over at this site, You can watch the episodes as well as joining the other members to discuss about many issues of Traveler or other shows...

I hope you all enjoy the site yeah, it's a really nice show!

Gonna go now...BYE...

So Happy...

can't wait for my 17...lols.

2007-06-10T00:30:00.000-07:00

*Roar~*

It seems that I can't be happy even if i wanted to man.

At First I was...

Morning around 9 10 to 11am...

Went back Regent to help out as they need players, but was late lah...lols.

what makes me happy was this special person that I always look forward to see her everytime I go back to Regent.

She was Sweet...

She brought me jelly she made and it was delicious.

I SWEAR *Hands held high~

The Half-Eaten Jelly

lols.

Got home, Nap a little but due to my little sister making so much noise, I wake up after an hour or so and they were getting ice-cream!

Woots~

Don't you wanna eat? lols.

Was really happy with the day but after that, I went online and that's when everthing's change...

Saw him online but What The Hell...
He logged off a few seconds after I login.

Damn.

Don't wanna talk about it...Dissapointed.

*Sigh~

2007-06-08T00:05:00.000-07:00

Wooo~

Wanna thanks Yan Zhen man...

Thank her for helping me get the song to put in my blog...

Makes me feel happy again...!!!!!

MUACKS to YAN ZHEN...!!!

lols.

2007-06-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

*Screaming my lungs out*

Man, I really dunno what to do about it man...

Eventhough they didn't bother about it but I really hope it can be how its like last time...

Those happy moments...Sobby~

*Wipe tears away*

Yeah, you can say I'm thinking too much but look, wasn't it better if everything is like last time?

Those time that we're really close?

Why must thing turn out this way?

Puzzled.

Let's move on for now...

Lessons was ok for Media but man, Advertising and Communications was like...

What The Hell...!!!

Boring is what I can say...

Lecturers are acting funny when they're not...

Man...You can see my eyes closing slowly...

zZz...

Hope to have my holiday soon man...

Wanna enjoy myself...Wee~

Ok, time to go now...

Hope things will go well man...

I wanna see teapot but think we'll never meet again...

*Sigh~

2007-05-20T23:55:00.000-07:00

*Scream*

*m i n is SAD...

and I dunno how to cheer her up man...
Sees her everyday and I can't do such a simple thing...

Don't I just look like a...

Failure...?

Hope things goes well for her...

Muacks to *m i n...

eventhough I always crap her...lols.

2007-05-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

Sigh~

I always thought that things can be solve if people talk things out..
but by looking at what happen today, I would say from a few days ago, It seems that nothing can be done and If talks are gonna take place, I'm sure there'll be fight...!

Well...Why must *yOu make things like that?
Everyone was actually happy but the moment you start doing these things, it spoils everyone's mood, Saying things that are not true...

Bloody Damn...

That's all Shit lor...
I really dunno what to do with you man...
especially when you always wanted to make eye contacts with me...
All those shitty hints you wanna give me...
come to think about it, I really hate it man...
Treating me as a "hinting" board or what...

Scream~

More to come man, another *hEr that is so freaking fake...
Outside is kinda ok but the inside, FULL OF CRAPS...!!!
I wonder why the world is like...What The Shit?!?!

I'm tired man...

glad that Monday I ain't going school...
Lazy and tired lah...
somemore that freaking *Sicko is scared of me...
Must say a big "THANK YOU" to *ahEm lah...
Man, forget it...count me unlucky lah...
dun wanna see him man, makes me hard to chill...
Bloody Hell...

I really miss teapot a lot man...
but I dunno how to talk to him seh, worried he's busy with his Os...
Sigh~

How to go school like that man...?
All the Stupid faces and Freaks...ARGH~
I choose to runaway...Don't bother better...

FORGET IT...REALLY...

Come to think of it...I don't reckon' my school is a place i like...but a place i hate...

Your Blah Blah Blahs SUCKS...

2007-05-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

-Crawls Out Of The Grave-

Hello People...My Blog is alive once again...! lols.
Actually didn't want to continue to blog, but somehow the feeling came back so there, I change a new skin and started posting again... *Lame*

One thing, I still find it really really tiring man...
All the skins editing, posting and editing again...Man, really very lazy sometimes that's why never update and stuff...

*no offence to those who loves blogging*

Well...life have change a lot for me...
Now studying in MDIS...
new friends, new faces, new surrounding, new problems, new things to learn...
Ok, was kinda happy with what I have and are doing now...
Not much stuff to complain or to bitch about...

You can treat this as the opening of my blog...an introduction of my blog being alive once again...so...
Are you glad to see me alive again...?
I doubt so~

There's a saying that

'New items will come only when old items are gone'

Man, I really find it irritating actually...
Cause I don't really wanna let go of some of my "old items"...

glad that he's still doing well but somehow...
We seems to treat each other like strangers...
Forget that we were once so close...
The feeling of happy times...
Now...

*Crash and falls to the ground*

That's the feeling...
I somehow found out that he's the one...
Who choose to forget it...like...I don't know how to put it...
It seems to be leaving a deep scar in my heart...
Man, I wanna hate him but, I can't...
He meant so much to me...too much...
Do you think I should forget too...?
Like how he did too?

"Let's move on..."

do you reckon' everyone can move on...? I doubt so...*Stare hard*

Really love the song by Vanessa Hudgens

"Whatever Will Be"

"I finally learn to say, Whatever will be will be..."

That's really what I'm learning to says too...
By looking at the situation now, I know I'll be able to do it...
I mean, what can you about it? It's their choice, you can't change it...
So let's end it then shall we...? What do you reckon'..?

Tell me your views yeah...?

What a Busted he is...But I don't Hate him...Instead, I want him...

lols.

2007-04-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

OK PEOPLE...!!!

sorry for taking such a long time to update..

was really busy getting ready for school...

so will not be on much...

SORRY...

gtg...

Bye... :)

2006-10-09T16:42:00.000-07:00

hey...wee...update time...

My new Sneakers...!!!

haha...nice nice...? hahaha...bought it for $59.90 at converse...hahaha...*jumps*

Well...I only left with around a few more weeks and O levels come...hmmm...dunno whether this year can make it anot...hmmm...just try my best lorh...yup...

Will be getting my O level Art de paper two on Wed...haiyoyo...scary sia...dunno what the themes will be sia...hmmm...very excited and at the same time scare scare...argh! [>_<]...

Hmmm...gtg study lerh...update till here lo...

TO everyone taking Os:

GO! GO! JIA YOU!!!!!!

btw........

I LOVE KIM JEONG HOON...!!!!!!! He's S-U-P-E-R CUTE...!!!!!!

Haa...can't wait to see *HiM soon too...

2006-09-28T17:40:00.000-07:00

Now at home...feeling real D-O-W-N...

My cousin and his wife came just from Malaysia yesterday and today, my elder cousins who've been living with me for dunno how many donkey years, my mother and elder went to Bugis to shopping (I guess)…

But I’m real down as they did not even care whether I’m feeling fine with it or not…sometimes, I really feel like yelling my lungs out to like them know how I feel but I just couldn’t…Why is this happing to me?

In school was another problem…I’ve been feeling worn out the whole! Argh! I dunno how long I am gonna stay onto this…

I’m feeling grumpy all over now…*Grrr*…Have ta Chill Chill Chill…Cool down…*Phew*…

I also need To study hard man…I’ve come out with a TARGET…here it goes…

English- B3
Mathematic- A2 or B3
Art- A2 or B3
Combine Humanities (SS, Lit)- A2 or B3
Mother Tongue- B3
Science (Phy, chem)- At least a B4
Pure Bio- at least at C5

Like that…I shall be able to go where I wanna GO…!!! Hahas…Happy…Gonna go fetch my little sister from school lerh…

*Waves*
Take Care Everyone…!!!

I'm still trying to stop thinking about HiM*...yup...

2006-09-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

Depression is all over me...Creeping…

why did I say that?

Os is less than a month...
-Art pract. work still undone n there's only 2 weeks to finish it...
-Results is like waves; keep going up n down, not stable...
-Brain just could not get in the information n notes...
-Emotions are taking over my mind…
-Sleepless nights that worn me out…
-HiM*

*Bang the Wall*
I just could not concentrate in school...I Keep yawing n yawning...Like I've never slept for thousands of years...Seems like I’ve lost all my senses…Damn…
*Bang again*

Need to keep practicing my work…do hope I could get at least a 15 pts for Os results so that I could at least go somewhere and survive from there…Have been thinking of the reasons why I could not improve greatly for my results…Have always blame my brain being stupid but I guess not yeah…Think it’s me not wanting to remember them…I really think so…Sigh…

Days of taking Os is coming nearer and nearer day by day…I really cannot imagine how I’m gonna survive in the examination hall…Maybe I may faint that day…you’ll never know…Really have to remember all that I should remember to score for my Os…I can never ever S-L-A-C-K…!!!

My last pace of the race has to end one day…and I hope it shall end on the 20th November 2006…I hope it’ll end on that day…

Have to stop thinking about HiM* now...Sigh...

2006-08-05T18:41:00.000-07:00

Yo...long time never blog lerh...haha...am really busy...I really think my blog is dead for this time being...haa...so maybe you ppl can sms if you're looking for me yeah! haha...

2006-06-28T18:55:00.000-07:00

HeLLO....!!!!!!

Just here to say hi...
I'll be realli BUSY so maybe not updating...
I promise I'll update it after my O level...?!?!
That's all...hahaha

BYEzZ....

2006-06-14T12:01:00.000-07:00

Boo...!!! haha...Long time never update my blog lerh...was kinda lazy and busy lahx...haha...now i'm with ke xin and matthew at yew tee cc...haha...as house the com cannot use, so i came here lorx...

well...last saturday was my POP (passing out parade) which I'm marching in as a sec 4...haha...the last few weeks was like SO tired as we keep marching AND marching...but anyway, the sec 3s and selected sec 2s were having their Tetra camp so....they're more poor thing actually...wahaha...

Well...I just kinda lost of words that day and the only thing I do is to....CRY...nothing more...I just MISS ALL MY JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-sObBy-

2006-05-26T17:40:00.000-07:00

-Hop In-

Well...it's been like long long long since I update...ok...I'll update now haha...Got back my report book today yeah...see the result was happy even if I never pass all...only pass three and failed four but ALL the subjest's marks have improve a lot!!! so it's happy "ending" afterall wasnt it? haha... gonna go...update again...wee~(^_^)

-Hop Out-

2006-05-15T17:30:00.000-07:00

-stomped in-

What's wrong with you dad? things that you dont know do you think I'll know? HELLO!!!! obviously i dont?!?!

My...results today was already freakish and when I get home it's even freakish! I'm going C-R-A-Z-Y!!!!! argh....

-Stomped out-

2006-05-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

-Jumps In-

Yeah hOO!!!
Exams are ALL OVER!!!! I’m so H-A-P-P-Y!!!
Haahaa…today’s paper were ok…Literature and Art but I didn’t really finished it for Art…haha nvm…fail lorh…haha..
Well…gonna go…update again next time!

-Jumps out-

2006-05-08T15:16:00.000-07:00

-Tumbles in-

It's been like century since I blog again...was so damning busy with my exams yea and therefore have neglected my blog yo…

So…I wanna talked about today’s Chemistry and Mathematics paper 1…It’s so great to see that the questions are so much easier than I thought…I’m so damning happy! Wahaha…

But tomorrow’s art paper and I haven’t even done anything! Fail yea…haha…whatever…was feeling so bored this few days at home yeah…gonna die of boredom seh…

Well…gonna go do my art…update next time again yo! yawnzzz

-Tumbles out-

2006-05-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...kinda long never update lerh...cause I'm sick...!!! terrible sick for the past few weeks...!!!!

Today is my first day of my Mid-Year Examination...The whole thingy was like so bored ans difficult to pass thru...beri the tired...wanna thanks MS THAM for lending me two of her books for me to study for this exam...THAKS A LOT!!!

Well...gonna go study lerh...so i shall update again next time...bye...

2006-04-17T09:12:00.000-07:00

Hmmm....it's been a long time i never blog lerh...

Melancholy is the only thing that i could say to describe my life for now...so dark...sad...stress...blah blah blah...

Had English "tuition" with my English teacher Ms Tham...haahaa...had lots of fun with her...i realli learnt alot sia...and dun even believed i could actualli write kinda nice composition...haahaa...am SOOO proud of myself and of course...THANKS MS THAM...!!!

Well..may not have anymore time to update lerh...Mid-Year Exam coming...need to study...tt's all...

2006-04-10T19:45:00.000-07:00

YozZz...Time for blogging again...

Hmmm...today was suppose to be a good day that i SHOULD enjoy BUT....just because of SOME classmate which i DO NOT wish to mention...had totally SPOIL my DAY...aRgHzZz...

Just feel like asking THESE PPL...what's WRONG of me being in this class eventhough i'm not totally EXPRESS last time..?!?!? What the HELL ish wrong with you ppl...? I'm SOOO PISSED BY YOU PPL...Ahhhhh....

I just dunno what's wrong being an ex-normal acadamic student...but anyway...THOSE PPL'S attitude is even worse den mine...OMG...can't believe i'm in the same class as them...hai...

I'not saying i HATE them...but i just find that their so disgusting...why cant they just keep their MOUTH SHUT and MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS...???!!! just leave me ALONE..!!!!!!!!

I'm going MAD..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway...i wanna share a Quote that i found in a book i saw...

"Words were cheap but forgiveness is as vital as air..."

2006-04-07T21:57:00.000-07:00

Booo....today is FUN....

haahaa...today not much stress in school...beri relax...and there's some Thailand teachers who came to our class...haahaa...they look so friendly...keep smiling...haahaa...

After school is the fun one...As today is CCA Bazzar day...so me and Phylis waited for Dororin and June as we're going to go try the "Haunted House" by th ELDS...haahaa...when we reached there....OMG...so many ppl seh...

Kinda waited beri long...but we could see people crying,laughing,scareaming after they finish the game...haahaa...was kinda scared when we saw girls screaming and crying after coming out from the "Haunted House"...and then...it's our turn...!!!!

Dor and I was like so damn scared...we walk into the ava room which is like so damn dark and den Corrine (one of the ELDS member) intro us about the Haunted House...haahaa...then there one "guide" will guide us round the room...cannot see him/her but was kinda scared walking with him/her...haahaa...den inside was like so dark...cannot see...den the "ghost" was like SO SCARY BUT FUNNY...!!!! haahaa...but as they keep poking our waist,touching our feets and hands etc...WE KEEP SCREAMING LIKE HELL....AHHHHHHH....

It was reali fun but i think i kinda have sore throat lorh...cause of the screaming and stuff...haahaa...*cough cough*...

Tmr got band...and it's like left with onli a week or so till Awards Day performances...hmm...i hope it'll go well seh...haahaa...(^__^)

2006-04-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

Hell....today is another HELL DAY...!!!!

I thought after that Tang Woman had left...I'll be feeling lesser stress but....haiyoyo...after she go liao...I still STRESS....!!!!!!!

Art lesson is the one that makes my life beri the hard to live seh...draw this also cannot...draw that also cannot...WAD TO DRAW...??????

Math lesson was a killer to me too...this new topic beri the blur seh...haahaa...but i'll try my beri best to study lorh...haahaa...i must jia you jia you...YES...!!!!!

Awards is coming beri soon...need to practice beri beri de hard...argh...PRACTICE...STUDY...AHHHHH..cannot tahan seh.......(X_X)

2006-04-01T19:40:00.000-08:00

haix....another week just pass like flash....

today Band pract. also pass so fast...but teaching the sec 1s realli can kill me liao...haahaa...so fed up with their attitude...haiyaya....

After Band go dor de hse make shushi and agar-agar...haha...had lots of fun making them...haha...but kinda mess up the place lorh...sorry dor..hahah...

anyway...at LAST i have my art layout accepted by that Tang woman...haha...but i breakdown again that day lorh...but at least i get my VERY own art layout le...haha...

just now was chatting with yong lin...haha...to yong lin...better stop thinking too much...or ya headache will become even more worse de wor...rest well and take care wor...haahaa...and u'll sure have the chance to be the guy in the mtv of ya blog...haahaa...

well....later going graveyard to pray for my grandma...haahaa...so scared seh...at night at graveyard...argh...!!!!

Anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHAILA...!!!!!! HAPPY APRIL FOOL PPL...!!!!

2006-03-27T19:36:00.000-08:00

Boo...Today is a new week again...lalala...

hmmm...wasnt beri happy with today lah...maybe because lots of teacher never come especially Mr Hector Tan...he haven been coming to school for a week...My Biology dunno can survice anot..hai yaya...

Well...school today was like normal lorh...onli have been sleeping in Biology lesson as cher never come but never sleep during Physics lesson as Ms Lai got give us work to do...haa...onli finish half of the paper...the rest of my time was crapping with Elisha and Nana the banana...haha...was having fun lah...blah blah blah...

After school was the worse...meet Mdm Fazelah my art teacher...she wanted us to pas up to her the letter of how we think about tha Tang Tang Woman...she knows we're living a terrible life...at LAST...!!! haha...after meeting i faster go canteen to meet ah dor...sorry dor...make u wait kinda long...

Was having loads of fun with ah dor as we're carpping each other...haha...den we come up with a "project"...doing art...!!! haha...our theme is "Lost in my never ending world..."...Nice...? haha...it's the combine of dor's and my theme...haha...gonna think of something to draw...woohoo...haha...so we were discussing our things when Ambrose jus sudden called mi...carps seh...was calling just to li siao sia...was kinda pissed off...den reach home...go fairprice with my mummy cuz she need help in carrying mah...haha

Den we chat chat...she told mi that i've change to be better...i was glad...but the next thingy she said is so sad...she said that even if she know i've change...but that doesnt mean that others would want to accept me...like some of my other family members that i do not wish to mention...was so sad u know...ARGH....!!!!!!

Hai...dunno lah...was having mixed feelings now...wad the hell...ahhhhh!!!!!!

2006-03-24T19:47:00.000-08:00

Boo...well time for blogging again..haha...

Well...days have been even hard to live thru after that Tang Danasty woman who claim herself as a Art "specialist" came to pick on my drawings...kinda suffer from emotional breakdown...she is so damn MEAN...have been crying when i think of that day when she crap me...SOBBY

Dun talk bout it...not onli ART...other subject oso make me wanna breakdown...Felt so stress seh...and now still thinking whether i should take part in Opus 3 anot...haix...stresss ah......ARGH...!!!!!

Haiz...still got about 221 days till O levels...scared seh...*hair stands*...worried i cannot make it to that day...sooo WORRIED...hai...hai...hai...

Well...realli dunno what's wrong with everybody nowadays...is like...make me hard to understand them...i realli dunno lorh...hai...

Am realli lost of words nowadays...like lost in dunno where seh...like so anti to everyone around me...am i going mad...?

Anyway...saw a quote in a music book and i wish to share...

"Rhythm and Harmony find their way into the howard places of the soul"

-Plato

2006-03-20T19:30:00.000-08:00

Boo...School so fast start le...so freaky sian diao...

haha...Last sat was kinda the "proudest" moment of our REGENT precussion D-drummer...hehe...as we won 2nd place for our ensemble competition...!!! yeah...!!!

Well...Holiday was kinda busy with my art work and also during Band camp,i was busy with my ensemble practice whish therefore make me kinda stop thinking of him lo...haha...but competition has over and nothing much that makes me busy which now makes me think of him again...but well...it's ok lah...cause i'm seeing him so happy with his life...so i'm happy too...haha

Well...wasnt really happy with my life as i need to work alot harder for my studies...there's alot of room for improvement to make yea...haa...

2006-03-17T23:31:00.000-08:00

WoO...I'm back from camp..!!! but tmr is my ensemble competition...so have ta work hard and rest rest...! update again..hahahaha...

2006-03-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hmm...it's been like weeks i've not blog...haha...was just busy doing somestuff lorh...

hmm...life was more better to me now after i've start to change myself...I mean,everyone should know they'll change eventually...It's just a matter of whether u change earlier or later...also...to what extent you have change yourself into...but it's other people's choice whether they want to accept you as who you are anot...you just cant force them to make them like you right...

well...early morning 8.30am go for Physics extra lesson...wa...the IT resource room was like a freezer like that so damn the cold...but of course...i manage to endure the coldness and an hour of lesson just finish without problems...den go for art lesson...saw alot of my ex-sec 2s classmates...but didnt really talk cause we all was busy doing our own artwork...so half the day just went slowly away...leave at about 12.35pm...went lot 1 have lunch with Jeanie...have talks with her and i just find that she's kinda fun to hangout with...but i didnt really know why some friends of mine said she's not good...but i just find she's alot better than other people that i know...but this is my choice and their choice of looking at a person...haha...so I've no complains bout anything when people criticizes others...cause i've learn that people have their own choices...you just cant make sure they think the same way as you...correct...? haha...

tomorrow need to go art lesson also...hai...but i really need to do my work or else i cant start painting my artwork...haha...Min Fang...need to jia you and do work...haha...i know i lazy lah...but i'll try lorh...

saw a quote from internet and i decided to share with you people...haha...

"Life is all about choices.When you cut away all the junk,every situation is a choice..."

Nice one wasnt it...? haha...anyway hope you all enjoy ya HOLIDAY..!!!

2006-03-08T18:37:00.000-08:00

My God...Today wasnt a good day for me in the morning...hai...

But u kuw...Things will always be better...So I'm feeling all ok le lor...Got wad Elisha told mi...Must learn to forgive and move on or u'll never survive...And I just find it so damn true...I wanna SURVIVE...!!!

haha...Oh yup...Today early morning when I'm sitting near the pavement as i'm late (all thanks to the Chua Chu Kang Sec having their sports day)...the principle actually said a quote...she said : "it doesnt matter how people look at you,is how you look at yourself matters"

Well...that's really true...so I'm not gonna be so sensitive like how i am now...i'll change myself...or else i cant SURVIVE...!!!! Like what Elisha told me...I cant always be the one who takes people's problems because, i also have my own problems so sometimes i must learn to say : "sorry,I really cant help you this time"...But you kuw...people will say you're selfish but sometimes you just really have to...and never blame yourself since no one is blaming you...just blame no one and move on...believe in yourself in everything...have faith in yourself and never give up or look down on yourself just because you cant do a small little thing...

And the most important she said is if you have a friend that always force you to listen or to help him/her in her problems and will neglect you just because you rejected to help...Then this friend is NOT worth in your life...and never bother to care about them as they're just making your life difficult...so move on and tell yourself...you're never alone as GOD (any of your religion)...is ALWAYS by your side and will always accept you as what you are and who you are...

So from today onwards...I'm gonna change to move on because:

"Without GOD...I'll never be what am I today..."

2006-03-06T21:48:00.000-08:00

Woot...Today i just cut my hair...!!! at last...hair was like so damn long...haha...

hmmm...today got English mock exam...dunno can pas anot...hai hai hai...worse is that i failed my Biology by 3 marks leh...beri de freaky de sia...hai hai hai...well...have to study for my biology seh...sian de leh...bleach~

Well...i think i realli is a crazy one...as i dunno why i so damn stupid to keep waiting for a guy that dun like me...stupid sia...freak....

Well...shall stop here as i will be busy studying these days...sooo wont be updating much...haha...

2006-03-01T19:37:00.000-08:00

hai..These few days that I've gone thru is like so freak...have been taking back test results and it's like wad the freak.........damn lousy marks i get for chem...the..........vomit blood....argh....

today is a worse day...art lesson is so hard to go thru...like time goes so so so SLOW...nearly took my life away...haha...mdm fazelah "scolded" me...so sad...I cried...but who cares...? NO ONE...obviously...(-_-)'''

Extra lesson of physics was bored but i manage to survive...haha...it's true...almost half the class was dying...haha...I'm able to take it ok...? haa...

Dor at my hse now...haha...was listening to her beautiful piano playing juz now...I so lucky rite..? haha...can hear her playing...woohoo...!!! lucky me...wahaha...

Thinking of jogging this sun...cuz so tense up lately...want die liao...ahhh...

well...thought of giving up waiting for him...but........juz dunno why I dun wan to let go...hai...W-H-Y...?!?! I'm so freak up with myself...I realli do hope to let him kuw i like him...to me...If i could be with him happily for ONE day...juz with him willingly being happy with me...I realli will let go if i have to...I promise...cuz this is life...

But no matter what...as long as he's happy...I'll be happy...cuz......u're the one who is impt in my life for now...haha...

2006-02-21T19:47:00.000-08:00

yawn...tomorrow got math common test...hai...have to study...!!!

well...hope to see him again...haha...but i'm nothing to him de lah...sian...

leg got abit cramp cause on last sunday run with yong lin,hazizi n dororin...but it's ok lah...cause the run is fun mah...hohoho...really enjoy myself...nice~

still nothing lately much that put colours in my life...hai...so freaky de leh...hope someone FASTER put some colours in my life okay...I'll be waiting...zZzZ...

well...update next time again...and I'm still waiting for him...hai...

2006-02-18T20:42:00.000-08:00

hmmm...is a boring day today...freak....

still mssing him and worried about him...hai...

will he ever kuw how much I love him...?

2006-02-17T17:02:00.000-08:00

Hey...was kinda busy so had no time to update...also...I dun feel like updating lah...(for some stupid reasons)

V-day was fun spending with my classmates...but kinda rejected two person and that makes me feel like 'what the....'! And lately just busy studying and thinking about him...That's really enough ...! I'm gonna wait for him yea...(guess so) just try my luck lah...*ahem ahem...! haha...I'll be fine yea...cause as long as he's happy, I'll be happy...yeah...

well...nothing much lately that brings colours to my life...bored to death is the only thing i could say...Boo...feel like telling him i like him but i just dun dare lah...sick rite...damn...But nvm...I'll wait and wait and wait...see how long i can wait okay...hai... For now...the only thing i am focusing on is my study...and i'm NOT gonna play with my future anymore...study study study and STUDY...!!! wasn't that suppose to be what i should be doing...? That is so so sick...! But too bad really have to study to get better grades...Freak.....

By the way....I just dun kuw why there's some ppl are desprate about me...can anybody tell me why are they desprate about me what's wrong...?

2006-01-29T12:04:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey....PEOPLE...!!!!!!

I wish ya guys HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR....!!!!!!

woohoo...! ytd's reunion dinner was soooooooo NICE...!!!!! yummy...I ate 2 and a half bowls of rice...beri de full sia...but only once a year...so must eat till full full or else no chance liaoz...hehehe...after the dinner...play the Sims 2...niceee...lolz..slept actually at 3...cause too into the game...forgot the time...therefore now den write blog...yawnzzz...(-_-)zZz...

weeeee...later going temple to bai bai...den go de bing hai yi shu zhong xin see performance...i think so...that's wad my mummy and daddy tell me de...lolz...today must play play play...cuz..............

Tomorrow i got work....(-_-)'''....

so i'll end here.......update next time when i'm free......woohoo... : )

2006-01-28T11:50:00.000-08:00

woohoo...!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE TO EVERYONE...!!!

now den update...haa...not free lahx...ytd's celebration was kinda nice...esp morning English lesson i taught my teacher Ms Tham how to make a blog...wahaha...I super horx...heehee...(^_^)Y

have lots of fun ytd with my sister eventhough we're just playing a pc game...haa...she's just so cute sometimes lahx...(but i dun think is most of the time)...wahahax...it's TRUE...!!!! (>_<)'''

well...I want go play that game hoho...so I'll update again next time...Wakaka...

2006-01-20T19:44:00.000-08:00

hmmm...I think used small letters like this kinda nice lehz...so i think from now on...I used small letters lorhz...cause i also find very ma fan to type big and small...heex...

well...today ner...wake up at 6.30 am...very de sleepy sia...yawns~...den my throat very de pain...nose kinda block too sia...i also recieved a message from one of my buddy say morning...den went school...blah blah blahz...

English lesson today ok ok lorz...cuz we reading some compo that has very good "feelings"...nice to the core sia...wahahaz...den PSE lesson...well...cher sick...so ever talk much...so is like very de sian lorz...Mother Tongue lesson was SO SO SO SIAN...!!! den i recieved a message from Clements...so we chat chat abit lorz...

RECESS...OMG...as my throat very pain...so i kinda took along time to swallow my food (>_<)...sobx...den i message one of my buddy if he's eating anot...but he's on diet...dunno why lehz...Haa... den is CME lesson...sian until i doze off sia...wad the........but nvm lo...after that is end of school le mahz...den got Band...sian like wad sia...but b4 that i got letter form my beloved ah di....nickki...!!! My cute...cubby face...pestimistic but caring de little bro...but when he passed me the letter...i could see he look upset like that...make me so So SO worried...but just dunno why...i dun dare ask him what's wrong to him...hmmm...(o_O) go Band...den is like cause of my ah di...i like no mood lorz...but still have to stay for Band...so...play a new drumset solo i think of...den got some sec 1s come...so i teach them some simple rhythm...well...some can play but MOST of dem was like PLAYING AROUND ONLY...!!! nvm lorz...i too tired to talk mahz...so let dem be lorz...

den after Band...Clements message me again...so chat chat again lorz...den feel very de sick...so drink peppermint grass jelly with dor...den go food junction to eat popiah...tasty...but hard to swallow to me...pain~...

just really so worried for my ah di nickki...jie will never forget u de lorz...jie love u to bits and pieces...muackz...!!!

still missing him...dunno when can see him...so faraway...hmmm....(o_O)?

2006-01-17T22:10:00.000-08:00

wOo-HoO...!!! tOdAy Is A gReAt DaY fOr Me iN sChOoL...cUz hOrx...I cAn Do ToDaY's MaTh qUeStIoN vErY fAsT sIa...LiKe I sUdDeNly bEcOmE cLeVeR...hAhAx...bUt I wOrRieD fOr tMr LeHx...cUz HoRx............

I hAvE biOlOgY eXaMiNaTiOn tOmOrRoW...!!! iF fAil hOrx...mAyBe NeEd tO dRoP tHaT sUbjEcT sIa...I dUn WaN sIa...bUt wHo aSk Me I So sTuPid...???? DIE LE LAHX..........(>__<)"'

hAix yO...I sO wOrRiEd...sObx...tOdAy rEaCh hOmE sTrAiGhT sTuDy...HoPe tMr Will bE oK...I mEaN tHe eXaMiNaTiOn...OH...bTw...ToDaY oN tHe WaY tO mY bIoLoGy LeSsOn...I sAw aLoT oF sEc 1s tHaT wHo SaY tHeY wAnTeD tO jOiN pErCuSSiOn...dEn hOrx...WhEn tHeY sAw mE...tHEy KeEp LoOkiNg At mE lO...liKe My fAcE gOt SoMeTHiNg LiKe ThAt...Hmmm...(o_O)"'

aNyWaY...nEvErMiNd LaHx...I kNoW i tOO mAd sO pPl aLL rEgOniSe mE lAhx...WhAtEvEr...wEll...iMpOrTaNt...!!!!!! tOdAy iS mY fReN...................

AMIN DE BIRTHDAY...!!!!!! sInG hIm A sOnG.......*aHeM aHeM*

Happy Birthday To U...!
Happy Birthday To U...!
Happy Birthday To AMIN
Happy Birthday To U...!!!!!!

mAy All yA dReAmS cOmEs tUrE...!!! wOO-hOO...!!!!!

STILL......I miSS hIm aLoT...bUt dO hE eVeR kNoW...??? Hmmm...(o_O)?

2006-01-16T18:46:00.000-08:00

wOOlx...WaS kiNda BuSy LaSt WeEk BeCaUsE I'm KiNda ReViSiNg My LaSt YeAr'S wOrK...(wHiCh I kNoW I'm NoT gOoD aT iT)...

wEll...LaSt WeEk WaS kiNda EmBaRrAsS iN mY clAsS dUrInG EnGliSh LeSsOn BeCaUsE..........MY BLOG WAS EXPOSED TO MY WHOLE CLASS...!!!!! arGh...!!! ThAt wAs So So EmBaRrAsS...jUsT dUnnO wHeRe tO hIdE mY fAcE...mY gOd...

wEll...fOrGet aBoUt tHat...hAA...tOdAy I jUsT gOt BaCk mY sEcOnD cLaSS tEsT pApEr...WoO-hoO...!!!! I gOt FULL MARKS fOr iT yOu knOw...fOr My vErY 1sT tiME iN mY sEc 4 yEaR tHiS yEaR...sOmE mOre...it's mY MATH CLASS TEST...!!! I jUsT caN't BeLiVe thAt I cOuLd aCtUalLy hAvE a ChAnCe To gEt fUll mArKs fOr mY mAth TeSt caUsE i'M tHoSe STUPID TYPE...oF cOuRsE...I'vE gOt To tHaNk MRS FONG,ELISHA aNd WEN YAN foR tEaChInG mE all ThEsE qUeStIoNs tHat i DuNnO...

FOR ELISHA...tHx fOr ReMiNdInG mE nOt tO cAll MysElf STUPID...bUt sOmEtImEs...I JUST COULD'NT HELP IT...I"M REALLY STUPID SOMETIMES...iN fAcT...i tHiNk i'M sTuPiD mOsT oF tHe tImE...(nO pOiNt LyiNg To yOuRsElf wHeN u KnOw U'rE a REALLY STUPID )...

FOR WEN YAN...tHx foR aLL tHe cArE aNd cOncErN tHaT u GaVe mE tOO...U'Re JUST TOO GOOD TO MEEEE....lOlx...

FOR ALL TEACHERS THAT HELP ME ALOT...THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME NOT TO GIVE UP WHEN I'M ON THE VERGE OF GIVING UP...I'M REALLY THANKFUL AND I JUST DUNNO WHAT TO SAY BUT ONLI THANK YOU...!!!!!!

LifE iS rEalli SO uNpRedIcTaBlE...sO tHeReFoRe I'll tRy mY bEsT tO rEmInd mYsElF tHaT i'M nOt stUpId...oF cOuRsE...I WAN THANK ALL MY CLASSMATES WHO WAS IN MY CLASS...WITHOUT THEM...I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO STAY HAPPILY IN THE CLASS...HAHAHAHAX...

Of CoUrSe...I aLsO wAnNa ThANk tHiS sPeCiAl pErSoN oF mY aFtEr mY fReNs...WhIcH iS mY TEAPOT BUDDY ALEX...!!!! bEcAuSe WiThoUt HiM...I wOuLd'nT kNoW ThAt i'M aCtUalli vErY fOrTuNaTe...lOlx...tEa-cUp will nEvEr LeT u DOWN oKay...lOlx...

bTw...I'vE fInISh tHe BoOk " ThE wHiSpErInG rOaD "...aLL i CaN sAy iS...iT's SOOOOO dAMn GOOD...!!! sO bEtTeR bOrRoW fRoM aFiQaH ( wHo hElp mE bOrRoWeD tHe bOoK )...DUN MISS IT...!!! HeEx...

gOnNa gO eAt DiNNeR liAox...UpDaTe nExT tImE...zZzZz...

2006-01-11T23:45:00.000-08:00

wOO-hOO...!!! jUsT aTe tHe cAkE...hErE i gO aGaIn...

HaPPy BiRtHAy MiN hUi...!!! nOw 18 yEaRs oLd le...CaN wAtCh M-18 dE mOvIe lE...lOlx...

tHe CaKe WaS sOOOOO sWeEt...*cOuGh*...*cLeAr My tHrOaT fOr AwHiLe*...oK...tHe CaKe tOO sWeEt lAhx...So aBiT mAkE mY tHrOaT pAiN...lOlx...bUt oVeRall...iT's YUMMY...!!! HeEx...(^__^)Y

wEll...GoNNa sLeEp Le...yAwNzZz...

sTill mIsSiNg HiM...AwWw...(>_<)

2006-01-11T19:08:00.000-08:00

I'm LoOkInG fOr mY aRt PiC...aNd tHe wEaThEr iS cOld...cUz iT jUst rAiN aGaIn...bRRR...

tOdAy WaS kInDa Ok...lOlx...dIdNt Go FoR mY PE LeSsOn...cAuSe WaS tOld To gO fOr DeNtAl cHeCk Up...ArGh....!!!!!!!

wEll...mY tEEtH aRe GoOd...nO nEEd tO dO aNyThiNg BoUt iT...pHeW...bUt WaS sO bOrInG wAiTiNg FoR mY tUrN...eSpEcIaLLy WhEn ThE aIr-CoN iS sO dAmN COLD...!!!!!

wHeN i FiNiSh My DeNtAl...pE rUn WaS OVER...hAix...NeXt WeEk DeN nEEd To RuN...aFtEr My pE iS rEcEsS...EaRly oNe...CuZ aFtEr tHat...I hAvE 5 pErIoDs Of aRt StRaIgHt AwAy...(-_-)"'...bUt iT's KiNdA cOoL tO hAvE aRt pErIoDs sTrAiGhT...cUz wHeN wE wErE tHeRe...wE loOk At aLoT oF oUr SeNiOr's O lEvEls ArT pReP wOrk...So DaMn nIcElY dOnE...

MiSS hIm aLoT wOrX...bUt dIdnT hAvE a ChAnCe To tAlK tO hIm...lOlx...cUz i bUsY wItH mY aRt...nO tImE laHx...HeEx...BuT nExT tImE wiLL hAAx...

wEll...MoSt iMpOrTaNt iS...TODAY ISH MY JIE DE BIRTHDAY...!!!! hOPE ALL HER DREAMS COME TURE AND WISH HER ALL THE BEST FOR HER A LEVELS THIS YEAR...MUACKZZZ...!!!!!! (^_^)Y

sO i'll EnD hErE...wOOlx...SMILE FOREVA EVERYONE...!!!! HUGGIES...!!!!

2006-01-10T19:44:00.000-08:00

Haix...tOdAy RaInInG...wEatHeR sO cOld...brrr...cAnt Go OuT aS iT's RaInInG...

gOt tHis BloGsKiN yTd...HeEx...nIcE aNoT...??? jUsT fiNd ThaT iT's tImE tO cHaNgE...aNyWaY iT's A nEw YeAr le...CaNt aLwAyS sTiCk To tHe Old OnE...liKe A cHiNeSe SaYiNg..." JiU dE bU qUe,XiN dE bU Lai "...MeAnS iF tHe OLD dUn Go,ThE nEw Will nEvEr CoMe...So mUsT aLwAyS lEt tHe NeW hAvE a ChAnCe...YeA...

wAs sTill rEaDiNg ThE bOOk " ThE wHiSpErInG rOaD " vErY NiCe...lOlx...HaVe BeEn LoOkInG fOr ThE bOOk aFtEr I cAnt FiNd It AnYmOrE aT pOpUlaR...bUt My fRiEnD fOUnD iT aT lIbRaRy...sO sHe tEll mE aNd Let mE rEaD...WOO HOO...!!!!

2006-01-08T23:22:00.000-08:00

yO...sRy WoRx iNtErNeT sPoiL sO cAnNoT uSeD...yTd iS mY 1St dAy Of wOrK...All i CaN sAy Is My 1sT dAy Is VeRy................TiReD...!!!

bUt It WaS fUn ThOu...hAhA...tWo Of My GuY pArTnErS aRe All vErI gOoD tO mE...aNd tHeY tEaCh Me LoTs Of ThInGs...bUt bEcAuSe I'M nOt So uSeD tO iT aS iT's My 1St tImE...I kInDa DoNe AlOt oF mIsTaKeS....(>_<)....bUt I tRy My BeSt To dO aLL tHe wOrK...HeEx...

Of CoUrSe...aFtEr wOrK wHoLe BoDy vErI pAiN...cUz I cArRiEd AlOt Of HeAvY pLaTeS...jUgS...dIsHeS...EtC...OUCHIE...bUt I fOuNd OuT tAhT i'm vErI sUpEr aS I cAn CaRRy AlOt oF tHiNgS...HeEx...I aLsO lEaRn HoW tO cUt ChIcKeN...FiSh...eTc...VeRi gOOd LeArNiNg ExPeRiEnCe...WaHaHa...(^_^)Y

wEll...tAkInG bOuT tOdAy...I gO mY wOrKpLaCe AgAiN tO pAsS mY mAnAgEr mY bAnK aCcOuNt nO...dEn wEnT eSpLaNaDe tO sTuDy dEn LoOk FoR sOmE sCoReS...pHoToCoPy oUt liAox...dEn tAkE tRaIn To KrAnJi tO gO tHe ThIs FaShIoN tO loOk FoR bLaCk SkIrT fOr wOrK...dEn WeNt hOmE...HaIx...sOmE uNhApPy sTuFF hApPeN wHeN I gEt HoMe...I jUsT dUn WiSh To TaLk AbOuT iT aNymOrE...Haix...

Well...GottA sLeEp lE...bLoG nExT tImE iF i'M frEe...SaYoNaRa...HeEx...

2005-12-31T16:51:00.000-08:00

wOOlx...ToDaY wAs E eNd oF yEaR 2005....HmMm...GoNnA hAvE a'LiL rEcAp BoUt tHiS yEaR...yEa...

wEll...tHiS yEaR wAS tHe yEaR tHaT i WaS iN eXpReSs...LifE wAs tOtAlLy DiFFeReNt FrOm LaSt yEaR iN nOrMaL aCaDaMiC aS...........I mEEt nEw fReN...mOrE wOrk...mOrE sTrEsS...EtC.........

BAND pRaCtiCe WaS aLsO nOt eAsY tO hAnDle...cUz wE'vE gOt nEw SeC 1s tO tEaCh aNd tAkE cArE oF [ bUt iT's nOt dOnE wEll iN tHe eNd...KiBdA]....
HaD aLoT oF pRoGrAmS tO tAkE pArT iN...lOaDs oF nEw tHiNgS tO LeArN...

AND.........................tOmOrRoW iS yEaR 2006...WhIch iS tHe yEaR tHaT I'M tAkInG mY 'O' lEvEls....!!!!!!!!!!!!! MORE stReSS....aNd bAnD aLsO...I'm rEalli wOrrIeD fOr nExt yEar'S bAnD....HaIx....SO WORRIED....!!!!!

bY aNyWay...LiFe's Still gOeS oN yEa...sO i'Ve GoNNa STUDY HARD aNd PLAY HARD tOO...!!!!!!! HeEx....sO sMiLe 4eVa...!!!! (^__^)Y

2005-12-13T19:35:00.000-08:00

yO...sRy wOrx...nOw dEn UpdAtE pPl...lOlx...cUz My CoMpUtEr SpOiL...KiNdA...sObBy...

nOw aT dOr hSe...uSiNg hER cOm tO uPdAtE mY bLoG...WoOhOo...HaHax...bUt sHE'll kPo mI...lOlx...

heys.. u know mi?? hmm... cutting off her lines... let mi give it a pause here... haha....... hmmm... why cant i use my blog?? why got error?? haiyo.. nvm.. use hers to blog los.. too bad.... went to do banner stuffs wif her today + e sec 2s... actually didnt go there to do work but to play FESTIVO! haha.. weeeEEEe.. oki.. let her blog le.. WEeEeEEeeeeeeee.................

BoO...I'M bAcK...sEE...sHe KpO mE aGaIn...(-_-"')...nVm...I wAs sAyInG...hMmm...

My HoNg KoNg tRiP....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUN FUN FUN...wOOLx....kEEp CrApPiNg aLoT...pLaY aNd PlAy sTuFF lIkE tHaT....lOLx...bEsT iS ThAt ThE CONCERT WAS A SUCCESS...!!!!DoR gOt cRy...bUt *aHeM aHeM* gOt gIf hEr tIssUe...SWEET RIGHT...OOOOOOh....WAHAHA....

hErE dOr kPo aGaIn...(-_-"')....

weeeee.... haha.. oiiiii.. u craz ar?? tease tease tease... oki.. yeah.. my turn!! e pinkishhhhhhhhhh boi boi lehs?? haha.. cum back sg got one sweet big big hugg.. haha.. sry lah.. tooo bad... yeah.. ahem ahem some more lah.. pink pink pinkish...
PINK... yeah.. my fave colour?? haha.. shld be urs bax.. hah.. sry ar... dor's language too bad le...

Wa...U dIE lIaO aR...wAd pInKisH gUy wAd sWeeT hUg...U lEhx...CrY...sObbY dEn gOt tIssUe bOi...lOLx...U sHlD kUw Hu iS TisSuE bOi...WaHaHa...

kiEx...nEeD gO jOgGiNg wItH hEr...sO i ShAll eND hErE...dOr...*aHeM aHeM* WaHaHa...

dor's back.. shut ur gate liaos... too bad... yeah.. my turn later on ar... hmmm... no la... i dun wanna say pinkish boi liaos... hmmm.. everyone saw tt hugg ar... so obvious... hmmmm... yeah.. finally able to go jogging le... wah.. skipped tt jog yesterday... hmm... today must jog more more more!! haha.. end here tooo... weeeeee.... shhh...... no more craps.... serious le.... byes=) cares... "smile always"TM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tO dOr...NI WAN LIAO...WAHAHA....!!!!! bOo...lOLx...(^_^)Y

2005-12-03T18:49:00.000-08:00

Yo...!!! LoNg TiMe Nv BlOg sIa...lOlx...

jUz WaNnA wIsH eVeRyOnE..............

ALL THE BEST FOR HONG KONG...LOLx...

2005-11-29T11:26:00.000-08:00

tHiS iS tHe SoNg LyRiCs oF mY bLoG...vErY mEaNiNgFul rItE...?

Casting Crowns - Here I Go Again Lyrics

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

Chorus:
'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

2005-11-29T11:23:00.000-08:00

yO...lOlx...bAnD tOdAy Is Still ThE sAmE...nOtHiNg MuCh...oNli gO tHrU cInEmA pArAdIsO...sMall WoRld...KiNg aNd I...oNli tHeSe...sO LittLe rIgHt...?bUt OuR pLaYiNg ArE all sO lOuSy Sia...hAix...

mY bUdDy DIWADEB aNd GoOd fReN DIGAMBAR iS LeAvInG tMr...GoNnA mIsS tHeSe tWo BrOtHeRs...lOlx...sEnDiNg ThEm Off TmR...nO gOnNa SleEp tOnIgHt...cAuSe tHeY'rE fLyInG oFF aT 4 aM iN tHe mOrNiNg...vErY eArLy...So I nOt SleEpInG lOrx...lOlx...AnD tMr Still GoT bAnD...sUrE vErY tIrEd dE...yAwNzZz...NvM lAhx...mY bUdDy AnD gOoD fReN iS mOrE iMpOrTaNt...lOlx...hOpE tMr'S bAnD wOuLd Be BeTtEr cAuSe...

WE'VE GOT NOT MUCH TIME LEFT...!!!ONLY 5 MORE DAYS TO HONG KONG....!!!

yEaH...VERY lItTlE tImE lEfT sIa...MUST BUCK UP FOR MY SAMBA DE LOVES YOU DRUMSET PART...!!! tImE gOnE rEalli FaSt...gOiNg tO bE dEcEmBeR sOoN...aNd I hAvEn DO MY ART...!!! DIE DIE DIE....(X__X)

wEll...nVm...I'll dO iT aFtEr hOnG kOnG tRiP bAhx...lOlx...I lAzY lOrX...bTw...tMr iS ELISHA'S BIRTHDAY...hApPy BiRtHdAY tO hEr...lOlx...hUgSsS...

LASTLY fOr tOdAy...EVERYONE GOING HONG KONG...MUST TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF...DUN FALL SICK...AND ALSO....JIA YOU FOR YOUR PARTS...!!!!

2005-11-28T22:44:00.000-08:00

LiFe iS pAiNfUl...i DuNnO wHy lEhx...hAix...

dUnNo wHaT i'vE dOnE...wHy I'm lIke nOtHinG lIke tHat...hAix...I aM sO sAd...dUnNo hOw Am I aBle tO cOnTiNuE liViNg...hAix...I'M sIck Of iT...

wEll...tOdAy BaNd wAsNt gOOd aT aLL...oUr jUniOr iS aNgRy...sAd...aNd STRESS...bUt nObOdY cArEs...hAd a tAlk wIth hIm...he CRIED...bUt wHo tHe hEll cArEs iF hE sAd oR nOt...NO ONE...eXcEpT mE...i'M sO sAd sEEiNg HiM cRy wHeN i SaW hIm cRy...I feeL sO bAd...I loOk ArOuNd...nO oNe wAs tHeRe eXcEpt mE aNd hIm...dEn ReBeCca cAmE aLoNg...BuT cAnT hElP mUcH...cUz iT's oUr SeCtIoN tHiNg aFtErAll...hE sAy hE's SiCk Of aLoT oF tHiNgS...ALOT...bUt I fInD mYsElF sO uSeLeSs...cAnT hElP hIm At aLL...

LUNCH wAs So DiffiCuLt To wEnT tHuR fOr Me tOdAy...AcTuAlli tO sAy...It's WHOLE DAY...!!!!! vErY vErY dIffiCuLt...liKe CrAzY...ReAlli DuNnO wHaT tO dO...wAs LEFT OUT tHe WhOlE dAy...lOOk liKe A fOol sIa...So SiAn LiaOx...rEalli sO sIaN...nOw I rEalli kNoW hOw mY jUnIoRs fElt wHeN iN bAnD...I dIdnt dO a gOoD jOb As a SeNiOr...fAiluRe sIa...sO i'M gOiNg To Do mY jOb aNd So I cAn LeAvE bAnD wIthOuT wOrRiNg BoUt aNyThInG...tHaT's tHe WaY...

wEll...hAvE tO cOuNt tHe DaYs tO lIvE lOrx...cAnT dO aNyThInG aBoUt iT...HaIx...

I'll bE bEcOmInG LiVinG dEaD sOoN............

2005-11-25T23:00:00.000-08:00

yO...tODay hAd eXcHaNgE wItH tHe bEdOk nOrTh AnD hOu GaNg sEcOnDaRy ScHoOl...wE PlaYeD MeRrY wIdOw...BeDok NoRtH pLaY nUoVo CiNeMa PaRaDiSo...HoU gAnG...aH...dUn ReMeMbEr ThE nAmE oF tHe sOnG...bUt tHeY pLaYeD wEll...lOlx...

hAvE oUr LuNcH wItH tHe BeDok AnD hOu GaNg pErCuSsIoN...bUt wE all like nEvEr tAlK lIkE tHaT...wE all sIt iN dIffErEnt TaBlE...wEriD hUh...?!?!

aFtEr LuNcH...tHoSe GoInG hOnG kOnG hAd cOmBiNe wItH mR LiM...wE pLaYeD tHe KiNg AnD I...LaTiN gOlD...I mIsS aLoT oF nOtEs fOr mY lAtIn GoLd bElls PaRt...[Grrr]

Oh bTw....OuR cHiMeS cAmE...!!!! sO fUn tO pLaY sIa...lOlx...

wEll...nTh mUcH loRx...lOlx...sO tHaT's aLL...rEalli hAvE fUn tOdAy..lOlx...

2005-11-21T12:54:00.000-08:00

yO....yTd wAs kInDa fUn...

eArLy mOrNinG mEEt AiLeEn,Amy aNd jEnNiFeR aT cCk cOnTrOl tO gO tAkE jAb...wE aCCoMpAnY jEnnIfEr tO gO CCk sUnShInE pLacE tO tAkE bUt cUz Of tHe tImE...wE gO yEw tEE tO tAkE oUr jAb...wE wAiT n WaIt...sO sCaReD sIa...dEn dOrRoRiN wAnNa tAkE tHe jAb tOO...sO wE tEll hEr cOmE dOwN yEw tEE...dEn hOrx...Is OUR TUEN LE...!!!!!!

aFtEr tHe JaB i CaN oNli sAy...........

BERI PAIN...!!!!!!!

sObBy...wAit fOr dOr tO cOmE...sHe tAkE jAb...wE pAy $34 fOr tHe jAb...aNd oFF wE gO hOmE...mEEtiNg AiLeEn aT 2 tO tAkE bUs tO mEEt DiGaMbAr AnD dIwAdEb To wAtCh MoViE...

hAvE lOt oF fUN hAnGiNg oUt wItH dIwAdEb [ bUdDy]...lOlx...wE cHaT aNd ChAt...lOlx..wAtCh tHe mOvIe.........

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE....

NICE NICE NICE....!!!!!!

aFtEr tHat...tAkE cAb hOmE wiTh aiLeEn...rEaCh hOmE...sLeEp...cUz tHe jAb paIn AnD i So tIrEd...

tMr gOt bAnD...hOpe mY hAnD iS fInE...lOlx...

AGAIN...I'LL TRY MY BEST TO BE HAPPY....HAVE FAITH IN ME PPL K...???

2005-11-20T00:22:00.000-08:00

YaWnZzZ.................( -__- )zZz

tOdAy eArLy mOrNiNg wAkE uP tO mEEt tHe rEgEnT pPl tO tRaVeL dOwN tO bEdOk nOrTh sEcOnDaRy sChOoL fOr CoMbInE...rEaCh tHeRe At BoUt 10+ am...

hAvE loTs Of FuN...yEaH yEaH...LoLx...AfTeR cOmBiNiNg WiTh dEm...wE wAtCh DeM fAll-iN...aFtEr tHaT...hAvE Lots Of FuN tEaSiNg CaSsAnDrA...lOlx...BoTh JuNe AnD i KePt CalliNg HeR FISHBALL...lOlx...

aTe My lUnCh aNd sTuFF...aNd OsO.........TODAY IS YANG BING'S BIRTHDAY...........!!!!!!

HiS fLutE sEctIoN wAs CeLeBrAtInG wItH hIm tOdAy...LoLx...He's SO fUnNy...lOlx...pRoMisE tO bUy hIm a BeAr...aNd I boUgHt iT jUx NoW...hOpE yAnG BiNg wOuLd liKe iT yEaH....lOlx...

THOSE PPL WHOM I PROMISED TO BE HAPPY....I'LL TRY TO BE HAPPY....HAVE FAITH IN ME KIEX.......!!!!!! lOlx...

OFF i Go bYeZzZ.....ZoOmZzZ...........

2005-11-18T09:25:00.000-08:00

HmMm...wAs FeEliNg sIcK aLL oVeR cUz Of aLoT oF tHiNgS...CaNt rEalli bE hApPy...bUt hAvE tO...cUz I pRoMisE sOmE pPl tHaT I'll bE hApPy...LoLx..yTd wEnT hOmE sO sLeEpY...cAnT wAiT tO gO tO bEd SiAx...LoLx...mIsS aLoT oF mY fReN iN bEdOk nOrTh BaNd pPl LikE ZiLiAn dE aN yAn,nOrTi JuNe,aBiT wEiRd wEiRd De pAuLiNe,fUnNy jIa XiN,bLuR dE JoViN,cUtE tIffY....EtC...tHeY cAmE oUr sChOoL fOr CoMbInE yTd...sAw YuBiNg OsO...bUt sHe sHy LaHx...dUn DaRe wAlK uP tO mE tO tAlK...bUt Say thE tRuTh,I'm AliTTle ShY oSo LoRx...dUnNo WhY sIa...LoLx...

dId I rEaLLi loSe A BUddY...? I dUn EvEn kUw mYsElF...dUn ThInk tHaT bUddY wIll kUw...hAix....

hMmM...wHaT tO dO sIa...? fOr My aRt...I hAvEnt StArT mY 120 dRaWiNgS sIa...

I'M dEaD fOr sUrE...........(>__<)

2005-11-13T12:17:00.000-08:00

HaIx...........tOdAy TaKe A mAtHs MoCk eXaM....wAaA....I cAn TeLL yOu.................

tHe ExAm PaPeR iS sO dAmN hArD sIa...Wa....I rEaLli fEEl i'M sO STUPID......

2005-11-12T10:40:00.000-08:00

BoO...hAix...I LoSe A bUdDy [ThiNk So]...So NoW i GuEsS i LeFt WiTh OnLi 4 bUdDiEs...So SaD sIa...hAix...ToDay gOt gO wAtCh SYO pErFoRm...NiCe...dEn gO lUnCh aLl tHeSe...lolx....gOt hOmE...BlaHx BlaHx BlaHx....

dEn....JuZ nOw WhEn I'm DoWnStAiRs wItH rEnA aNd DoRoRiN aT bOuT 7.00 pM...SoMetHiNg HapPeN....dEn hOrx.................................

SAW A MAD WOMAN KEPT FOLLOWING A GUY WHO LIVES NEAR US....!!!!!

wEll...hElp tHe uNcLe...wAsTe AloT oF tImE...bUt nOw Ok Le...BuT wAs PiSSED OFF bY tHaT wOmAn...Well...tHaT's aLl tOdAy...

HaIx................................................

2005-11-10T18:20:00.000-08:00

HmMm...nOw jUsT fEeLiNg CoNfUsEd All oVeR... rEalli DaMn cOnFuSeD bY aLoT oF tHiNgS...hAix...sO LaTeR gO jOgGiNg wItH dOrX...tOo ReLaX mY tHiNkInG...ThInk I'm ReAlli A fAiLuRe...HaIx...ReAliTiy WaS jUsT sO cRuEl...

wEll...BaNd wAs StIll tHe SaMe...nOtHiNg MuCh tO TaLk aBoUt...HaIx...

ReAlli BrEaKiNg DoWn SoOn....SoBx....(T__T)

2005-11-08T17:57:00.000-08:00

HoliDaY nOw WaS gEtTiNg So BoReD...wAs StAyInG aT hOmE aNd StArInG aT tHe CeLLiNg...LiKe CrAzY...

JuSt NoW gOt BaNd PrAcTiCe...ThE wHoLe BaNd WaS sCoLdEd By Mr LiM...bUt I jUsT fInIsH leSsOn...So DuN rElli kUw WaD hApPeN...wEll...bUt WaT hE sAy ReAlli Is So tRuE...wE hAd KiNdA lEt hIm dOwN...AlsO oUr SeNiOrS wHo HaD lEaVe AnD aRe LeAvIn...hMmM...I"M A FAILURE SIA....!!!!!!

WaS wALkInG hOmE wItH tWo Of My JuNiOrS...bUt WaS tHiNkiNg AloT oF tHiNgS...eVeN wE'rE TaLkInG...I jUsT cOuLd'Nt StOp tHiNkiNg bOuT aLoT oF tHiNgS...

I'M TRULY A FAILURE...................................

2005-11-07T09:51:00.000-08:00

wEll...wAs kIndA sTrEsS lAhx...cUz nEeD tO dO mY O leVeL aRt lIaOx...wA...sO dAmN haRd loRx...aNd bY nExT yEaR...I MUZ hAvE 120 dRaWiNg, 5 lAyoUt aNd 3 cOlOuR vIsUaLs...[iF i"m nOt wRoNg lAhx...lolx]...sObBy...sUrE dIe aR.... (>__<)

LaSt sAt wAs XiOnG's bDaE...wEnt tO BN wIth HiM,dOrx n sTePh...dEn aFtEr cOmbInE wItH tHe BN,wEnT oUt wItH sOmE mOrE pPl...yOnG LiN,KeL,IdAm,FiTrI...dEn gO pLaZa SiNg eAt LuNcH...aT tHeRe...wE mEt HaZ aNd Kelly...eAt lIaOx...dEn wEnT hOmE wItH dOrx...TalK aNd tAlK iN tHe tRaIn...hAa...

SUNDAY...nTh mUcH...wAs dOiNg nTh bUt oNli mSgiNg wItH oNe oF mY bUddy DiwA...aT nIgHt wAtCh A mOvIe...THE LEGEND OF ZORO...yEax...iT wAs kInDa nIcE...lolx...

LaTeR sTiLL gOt LeSsOn SiA...Till 12.30...dEn GoiNg BN cOmBiNe...lolx...

2005-11-02T16:51:00.000-08:00

wEll...tOdAy Is A nOrMaL dAy ExCcEpT...I'm fEeLiNg MoOdY aLL oVeR mY mInD...sO fEd-Up tOo...JuSt kEeP mEsSiNg ThInGs Up...HaIx...WhAt'S WrOnG mAn..????

2005-10-31T17:16:00.000-08:00

YeAh...At LaSt I gOt BaCk mY rEsUlT [ aCtUalli Is LaSt wEek]...aNyWay...JuSt So GlAd tHaT i GoT uP tO sEc 4 eXpReSs nExT yEaR...ThoUgHt I'm NoT aBlE tO gO uP bUt I dId In ThE eNd...sO hApPy TiLl i AcTuAlli cRy ThE mOmEnT i sAw I'm PrOmOtEd In My RePoRt BoOk...I aCtUaLli cHoSe tOdAy To wRiTe mY bLoG bEcAuSe...It's tHe EnD oF tHe mOnTh...EnD oF tHe mOnTh mEaNs ToMoRrOw Is gOnNa bE a NeW mOnTh...A nEw mOnTh Is GoNnA bE a NeW fReSh pAgE...eVeRtHiNg'S gOnNa Be DiFfErEnT...yEaH...

wEll...nOtHiNg MuCh tO sAy...cAuSe...jUsT fEel sO GlAd tHaT i fOuNd A rEaL bLoGsKiN tHaT cAn ShOw HoW i AlwAyS fEeL...sO lOnEly...jUsT lIkE tHe liTTle gIrL...cRyInG hOpInG nO oNe WoUld lEaVe HeR aLoNe...

I'm JuSt LikE tHe gIrL........................................

2005-10-19T21:11:00.000-07:00

vErY bOrInG aFtEr eXaMs...NoThInG mUcH tO dO...DaY dReAmInG aT hOmE aLmOsT tHe WhOlE dAy...KeEp StAriNg EiThEr At ThE cOmPuTeR oR tHe CeiLLiNg...AlMoSt EnDeD uP bEcOmInG a LiViNg dEaD...aNd MoSt Of ThE tImE...HaIz...WaS yAwNiNg...BuT jUsT nOt TiReD sIax...ThAt's WeIrD...hMmM...HaIz...

JuSt GoNnA bE hApPy...CaUsE eXaMs oVeR le...bUt I jUsT cAn'T cHeEr Up[In A sEnSe]...kEeP fEeLiNg sAd...ThInK i'M aCtUaLly WoRrIeD aBoUt My ReSuLtS...hAiZ...SuRe DiE...i'M gOnE aNd ToRn...GoArN...(X_X)...aNd ThInK i GoNnA rEtAiN...

AnYwAy...I'm GoInG tO hOnG kOnG oN 5 dEcEmBeR...hAa...BaNd tHiNgY...laSt TiMe NeVeR gO KL...sO ThiS tImE mUsT gO sIax...DuN wAnNa MiSs ThiS cHaNcE...hAhAx...bUt MoSt Of ThE bEdOk NoRtH sEc 3s nEvEr Go sIax...DuNnO wHy SiAx...BuT mOsT oF tHeM tEll mE tHaT iT iS tOo eXpEnSiVe...HmMm...I fInD tHaT iT's SuCh A rArE cHaNcE sIax...BuT yA kNoW...dIfFeReNt PeOpLE hAvE dIfFeReNt ThInKiNg...sO iT's Up tO tHeM loRx...LoLx...

WaS tHiNkiNg AbOuT tHiNgS tHaT i DuNnO tHiS fEw dAyS...i'M jUsT tHiNkInG bOuT sOmEtHiNg...bUt ThE pRoBlEm iS...I jUsT cAnT fIgUrE oUt WhAt I'm AcTulLy tHiNkInG OMG.!!!tHiS iS sO dAmN cRaZy oF mY mInD...gOaRn...wElL...tHiNk I'm CrAzY iN aLoT oF sEnSe...HaHax...I'm CRAZY...!!!(@_@)xXx...HeEx...UpDaTeD mY fRiEnStEr WiTh A dAmN NiCe pHoTo...!!! HaHax...DANNY fRoM MCFLY...!!! hE iS sO dAmN cUtE aNd HaNdSoMe...I eVeN gOt HiS aUtOgRaPh [AwWw...LoVe HiM To BiTs AnD pIeCes]...LoVe HiM...!!! HeEx...

WeLL...gOnNa gO LiaOx...SoOoOo...GoNnA eNd My EnTrY...hMmMm...LoNg TiMe NeVeR pUt DoWn A qUoTe...SoOoOo...sHaLL PuT oNe ToDaY aS mY eNdInG :

"WhErEvEr YoU gO,yOuR PaSt WiLL fOllOw YoU..."

- FrOm ThIs BoOk : ThE wIsPeRiNg RoAd...

2005-10-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

WoOl...wAs So TiReD...HaIz...bUt nOw ExAmS oVeR le...BuT i DuNnO wHy I cAnT bE hApPy...HaIz...

2005-10-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

WoO-hOo...!!!! aT lAsT eXaMs FiNiSh liAo...!!!!! yEaH...( ^_^)Y...hAix...sTill FeeLiNg sO sAd...

tHiNk i"ll RETAIN...aWwW...hAix...SoBBy...

EvEn mIsS mY cHeMiStRy PaPeR...HiGh fEvEr THaT dAy..UnLuCky sIa...HaIx...

I'M gOnNa DiE sIax...SoBBy...( X_X )

2005-09-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

hAiz...tOdAy laSt bAnD pRaCtiCe...eVeRy fUn aNd tIrEd cAuSe wE aCtUalli wAiTeD fOr tHe BeDoK nOrTh pPl wHo iNvOlvE iN tHe pErC tHiNgY tO cOmE...hAvE aNoTheR sEctIoNaL...oF cOuRsE sAw mY bUdDy kELvIn...hAd aLoT fUn WiTh hIm...oF cOuRsE sAw mY gOoD fReN yOnG LiNg...I aLsO sAw mY sIsTeR NadIrAh...oF cOuRsE hAzIzI...rOhAiZaRd...wE gOt pRaCtiCe cAnOn iN D tHiS tImE aNd aLsO tHe BrAziLiAN dAnCe tOo...hAhAx...hAd loAds oF fUn wItH tHeM...tHeN aFtEr tHaT...tHeY wAiTeD fOr uS...sO wE all gO eAt dInNeR...bUt i DiDnT eAt mUcH...eNdEd uP kElvIn sHaRe wItH mE...hAhAz...hE rEalli eAt AloT sIa...hAhAz...bIg mOutH sIa hIm...hAhAz...tHeN wE all pLay AnD pLay...hahAz...bUt tMr nEEd sTuDy wItH dOr...hAiz...DiE...(>_<) sHe bErI dE sEriOuS dE...aHhH...wEll wAs nOt fEeLiNg bErI hApPy tHeSe fEw dAyS...mAyBe caUsE oF sTrEsS bAhx...hAhAx...eNd oF yEaR eXaMiNaTiOn wHat...hAiz...sUrE dIe liAox...hAiX...I'm StIll sO LouSy...!!!

2005-09-22T20:54:00.000-07:00

hAiz...wHy...?wHy tHe SamE tHinG hApPeNs tO mE aGaIn...???I rEalli iS sIck oF iT lE sIa...hAiz...I wAnNa bE sTrOnG bUt i AlwAyS fAiLeD tO dO tHaT...eVeYtImE bEcOz i CanT tO a siMpLe qUeStiOn...i'll wAnNa cRy...I'm So DamN uSeLeSs sIa...hAiz...i'm LOUSY...!!!!!

2005-09-18T15:06:00.000-07:00

hOhO...juZ fInIsH pLaYiNg mApLe StoRy...lEvEl uP...My SuPi_DuPi...hAhAx..wAs kInDa gLaD bOut yTd...cOz...hAhAx...I'vE aT leAst kuW wHat i AcTuAlli fEEl...I fOuNd i AcTualli OsO dUn ReAlli HavE tHe feEliNg lEft anYmoRe...sO mEaNs bEri FaSt cAn aCtUalli fOgEt tHaT i hAvE aCtUalli bE wItH bE oNcE...cOoL...hAhAx...

wEll..wAnNa StUdy LatEr liAox...HaHax...sTill fEEliNg FrEE...bUt nOt eMpTy aNyMorE...cOz tHeRe'S aCtUally mAnY pPl wHo cArE bOut mE mOrE tHaN i eXpEctEd...HaHax...wEll...I'm fEEliNg bEttA bEiNg lIkE tHaT...hAhAx...

gOtta pRaCtiCe hArD fOr mY mAtHs...gOttA pAsS...ReAlli...BUCK up!!!! yEaH...!!! hOpE i CaN Do iT...( ^ ~ ^ )

BlAhx...

2005-09-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

bAnD cAmP fInIsH lE...hAhAz...wEll...EvEryOnE cRiEd...dUnNo wHy [i WaS hAvInG sEcTiOnAl aT tHat TiMe]...AnYWaYS...OuR GrOuP GoT ThE 1St...!!!!! ThE mOScOw...hAhAx...wE wErE bEri tHe EnthU [cUz i I'M iN tHe gRoUp mAh...jOkInG]...hAhAx...

gOnNa sLp...bUaIzZz...

2005-09-16T00:03:00.000-07:00

wEEx...juZ cAmE hOmE fRoM sChoOl...tOdAy iS tHe 1St dAy oF tHe cAmP...wAnNa sTay oVeRnIgHt ActUally...bUt cOz mUm gO mAlAysIa...sO sHe WaNt mE gO hOmE [sAfer fOr hEr tO cAll mE aNd ChEck oN mE aNd My SiS]...hAhAx...NvM loRz...I'vE pRoMisE aLot oF sEc 1s tHaT i'll sLeEp oVeRniGhT wItH tHeM tHe nExT tImE...*hOOk FiNgErs*...

Still fEEliNg fReE aNd eMpTy aT tHe sAmE tImE...bUt iS nOt cUz oF hIm [I'm DAMN sUrE]...wEll...wAs kIndA fUn tOdAy...cOz i SaW mY dEaRzZz...RaFiDaH...!!!! hUg aLot oF tiMeS...HaHax...sAw mY bUdDy...KeLvIn..."DaDDy"...FitRi...sAw mY bEloVeD bRo...JiNg wEi...aNd oF cOz...mAny oThEr bEdOk nOrTh Ppl...hEEx...mE aNd mY bUdDy kElvIn...wE kEpt cRapPiNg eAcH oThEr [wE aLwAyS dO tHaT wHeN sEe eAcH oThEr aNyWay]...wE oSo kEpt pLayInG...sO mAd bUt wAs ReAlli fUn...hAhAx...

wAs A FuN bUt tiReD Day fOr mE...cOz gOt gAstRiC...pAiN...dRiNk tWo BiG cUpS oF hOt WatEr [nEaRly bUrN mY tOnGuE]...sTill feeliN pAiN nOw...hAhAx...sO gOt To gO sLeEp liaOx...sO sHall StOp hErE...Haiz~ (- . -)

2005-09-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

wAs a TypIcAl dAy iN sChoOl fOr mE tOdAy...gOt EnGliSh cOmpO wRiTiNg...ThE tiTlE i ChoSe iS cOuRaGe...kInDa tOoK mE 15 mIntUeS jUsT tO tHiNk oF tHe StArtInG...wAsTeD 15 mIntUeS [dAmN mAn]...I knOw I'm lOuSy In tHaT pArT fOr eNgLiSh...I'll bUcK uP aLriGhT...

HmMm...cAnT bEliVe tHiS...AileeN dId tHe sAmE tHiNg aS mE yTd...wAs sO shOcKeD...bUt aNyWayS...sHe'll fInD sOmEoNe aLoT bEttA tHaN mOnKey i gUeSs...liKe mE,sHe wAs cLaM n kInDa hApPy...i gUeSs...HeEx...wEll...iT sEEmS tHat I aCtUaLi dId tHe rIgHt tHinG aFtErAll...mAyBe bEcOz iS pReDiCtAbLe...sO i wAsN't sAd nOr fEEl likE cRyiNg aT aLL...

wEEx...tmR cAmP...HaHax...nOt sTaYiNg oVeRniGhT...cOz gOt sOmE pRoB aT hOmE...nVm...i'll pRoMiSe i'll sTill bE iN bAnD tIll 10 bEfoRe i Go hOmE...Yup...tHaT'S tHe wAy iT sHall bE...hAhAx...gOiNg tO hOnG kOnG [sHoUld bE]...mUsT cOnViNcE mY mUm AnD dAd...

sO...i'll eNd hErE...bUaIz....hEEx....

2005-09-14T20:23:00.000-07:00

HeEx...wAs nOt fReE yTd...hAhAx...DiD sOmEtHiNg tHaT wOuLd cOnSiDeR iS gOoD...brOkE uP...hAhAx...I aM sO mUcH fReE aFtEr tHaT...aM i oUttA mY mInD oR sOmEtHiNg...??? I dUn rEalli kNoW u SeE [yIkEs]...hAhAx...

mIsS dAmN lOts oF pPl tHiS fEw dAyS...hAhAx...wAs sTrUggLiNg wItH aRt...cUz iT'S KiNdA hArD...nOw sOmEmOrE gOt "mOcK" eXaM...wE tRyIng oUt sEc 4 ExPrEsS mId-yEaR eXaM pApEr...tHeMe...ReD...haRd...sTill lOoKiNg fOr PiCs aNd tHeRe'S 3 pEriOds oF aRt tOmOrRoW [dIe]...hAhAx...gOnNa bUcK uP fOr mY sTuDiEs...i CaN dO iT mAn...

WeE...HmMm...hOpE i'll bE FiNe sOoN...gOnNa gEt oVeR iT yEaH...hOhO...mY 2nD sIsTeR wEn YaN [oR NiC] tOld mE tHaT tHeRe's nOtHiNg iN tHe wOrlD tHaT wIll LaSt...I rEalli KinDa aGrEE tO iT...HaAa...wEll...gOttA sTuDy rEaL hArD...n To My DeAr BrO NICKKI...dA jIe wIll aLwAyS bE bY yA sIdE...fEEl fReE tO lOok fOr mE iF yOu hAvE pRoBleMs...

wEll...i"ll eNd hErE...bUaIzZz...hOhOhO...(^~^)

gEE...HaIx...

2005-09-12T20:18:00.000-07:00

wAs BuSy tHeSe fEw DaYs So nEvEr uPdAtE...niCe BloG I'vE fOuNd...hoPe hE's Still oKay [cUz sTill DiDnt HaVe ChaNcE tO cOnTaCt hIm ]...yTd dId a GoOd ThiNg...tElliNg mY BuDDy nOt tO gIvE uP oN tHe gAl hE loVeS...aRt wAs A KiLLer fOr mE aS i'M sTrUggLiNg tO dRaW mY pIcS [cUz I'm LOUSY u sEE sO nEEd aLot oF tImE tO dRaW ]...wEll...tHe eNd oF tHe yEaR iS cOmInG vErI sOoN...hAhAx...So gOt To bUcK uP oN My sTuDiEs...wEll gOt To Go...tRy wRiTe aGaIn SoOn...hAiz...gOt a QuoTe aT laSt :

iF u wAnTeD sOmEtHiNg vEry mUcH

tHe bEsT yOu CaN dO iS tO tRy yOuR bEsT tO hAvE iT...

_ Min FaNg

Feel FrEe....?!?!

2005-09-09T12:45:00.000-07:00

My liTTle bRo NiCkki wAs wiTh mE yTd aFtEr BaNd yTd...hEEx...wE wAlk hOmE tOgEtHeR...dEn i aCcoMpAnY hIm tO gO bUy IcE-cReAm...dEn hE kInDa sEnD mE hOmE...wEll i'M rEalli oKay...CuzZz...nO mAtTeR U'rE hApPy oR sAd...liFe's sTill gOeS oN...sO wHy nOt liVe oN a HapPiLy...wEll...i mAy loOk fAkE bUt i PrOmiSe...i'll tRy tO bE hApPy wHeN i'M nOt...hAhA...LatEr gOiNg sChOol aT boUt 1...tRy...HaHax...gOt BaNd...HaIz... = P

wEll...yTd bAnD wAs kInDa FuN...wE all [tHe pErC] gO eAt LuNcH dEn gO nEaRby MaMa sHoP boUgHt sWeetS...wE cAmE bAcK eArliEr tO pRaCtIcE tHe INCANTATION AND DANCE...iT wAs kInDa fUn lAhx...HaHax...dEn wE aLsO gO tHrOuGh mAnY pIeCeS liKe...CINEMA PARADISO...OVERTURE JUBILOSO...aNd MaNy mOrE...[i KiNdA dUn ReMeMbEr]...iT's JuZ kInDa fUn Lahx...To mE...HaHax...

Haiz...thiNgs aRe still tHe sAmE...

2005-09-07T11:04:00.000-07:00

Haiz...tHinGs aRe gEttIng FrOm bAd tO wOrSe...i'M sO sIcK...i NoW kAnNa sOrE tHoArt sOmEmOrE...PaIn uNtiL wAnt DiE liAo...WaAaA...yTd cRy mYsElF tO sLeEp AgAiN...tHinK i'M gOnNa dIsSaReAr tO tHe oUtEr sPaCe bEtTa...HaIz...NtH tO dO nOw...sO i'll dRoP mAyBe TmR...HaIz...i STILL wOnDeR wHeN will i DiE...HaIx...aNd i'M lOusY iN eVeRyThInG...

Waaaaa...SiaNz...hEEx...

2005-09-06T16:30:00.000-07:00

Haix...nOw jUz FiNiSh pLayInG mApLe...vEry laZy to pLay liAox...HaHax...cUz LikE nO tImE tO PlaY lIkE tHaT...HaIz...i StiLL wAiTiNg fOr HiS rEpLy...MsG hIm...bUt StIll nEvEr RePly...hE tHoUgHt I dUnNo aNyThiNg...bUt aCtUaLli I kuW lOrz...Haiz...tHe mOrE hE nEvEr tEll mE...tHe mOrE i'LL wOrRiEd fOr HiM...bUt i"m SuRe hE'll nEvEr kNoW sIa...tHinK hE's DeAd sIa...KiNdA sO sAd...bUt nOtHinG CaN bE dONe...sO tHinK fOrGeT iT lORz...iT'S hIS LiFe...ThInk iT wAs a BiG MiStAkE sIa...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz...tHinK bEttA DiE sOon...Haiz...

It's A nEw dAy tOdAy But...........

2005-09-05T09:04:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...sO wHat it iS a NeW dAy tOdAy...???My LifE wAs nEvEr nEw To mE...eVeRtHinG iS sOmEhOw gOinG fRoM bAD tO wOrSe[i GuEsS sO]...LatEr Got mAtHs LeSsOn...10 tO 12...HaHax...MusT sTuDy HaRd sIa...cAnNot LeT mY loVe oNeS dOwN[FaMiLy]...Haiz...TiMe iS rUnNiNg Out...GoTTa Go NoW...HaHax...I sTiLL wOnDeR wHeN i'LL DiE...DuNnO aNyOnE wiLL cArE aNoT...?HaIz...

i WoNdEr,i WoNdEr...

2005-09-04T11:00:00.000-07:00

Haiz...i WoNdEr wHen wIll i DiE...i WoNdEr...HmMm...LaTer Got BaNd...GoTTa gO eAt lE...HaHax...i LaZyBuM...HaHax...WoNdER wHen wiLL i Die...HeEx...(0.o)Y i WoNdEr...

AwWw....wHy...?

2005-09-02T16:24:00.000-07:00

Haix...wAs sLeEpIng vEri LatE yTd...HaHaz...Cuz LitTle sIstEr iS siCk...PoOr giRl...HaHax...i sLeEp dUriNg MothEr toNgUe...TwO pEriOds sOmEmoRe...HaIz...jUz bLacK oUt aNd sLeEp...Haix...aCtuAlli i'M aWakE...jUz tO foRCe mYsELf tO sLeEp sO i wOnT liKe tHinK tOo mUcH... bUt...i still kEpT thiNkiNg...DuNnO wHy...i'M siCk oF iT siAz...Haiz...wHy...???I'm sO dAmN sAd...HaIz...i'M fAdiNg aWay sOoN...I'm cRyiNg aLmoSt eVeRyDay...Haiz...wOrrIeD bOut BuDDy...aLeX...Haiz...MisS aLex[BuDDy],RaFiDah[DarDar],JiNg Wei[BoiBoi],JuNe[SiStEr 1],ClEmEntS[pAl],CaSsIe[siStEr 2].....EtC....HaHax...i'M nOt gOnNa cArE boUt tHaT sTuPid pRoBlEm boUt Me aNd HiM...i ThiNk i nOt EvEn kNoW hiM sIa...Haiz...I'm loSt...BuT i sTill goT tO gO oN...sO foRgEt boUt tHaT...CuZ...NoThiNg cAn bE dOnE...Haiz...wOuLd bE bEtTa iF i'M dEaD fRm tHis wOrLd...???wOnDeR wHy...Haiz...bEtTa bE dEaD fRoM tHiS WORLD...!!!!!

Haiz...I wOnDeR...

2005-09-01T17:55:00.000-07:00

weLl...tOdAy iS tEacHeRs' Day...!!! hOpE all tEaCheRs HapPy aLwAys...HaHaz...Haiz...MsG hiM...BuT hE didNt rEplY...SaD....

WooHoo...OuChiE

2005-08-29T05:05:00.000-07:00

kaNnA sUn bUrN...hAhAx...bErI pAiN...wELL...SatUrDay Got Go sEnTosA...So FuN sIa...SaW AiN,YaN xIoNG,AaRoN...HaHax...wAs So NicE siA...wE plAy aNd pLay...LiKe hEll...wE leAve tO sEe thE coNcErt at thE muSiCaL foUntaIn...thE coNcErt bY thE BedOk noRtH wAs goOd...HaHAx...dEn i gaVe a pReSeNt To JUne aNd DeAr...HaHax...WatCh a mUsiCaL pErfoRmaNcE by thE sEntOsA pPl...DaMn NicE...hAhAx...gOt hoMe AboUt 10.05 pM...hAhAx...wAs rEaLLi bEri tiReD le...sO spEnT my SunDay sLeEpiNg...HaHax..tOdAy FacE stiLL kiNdA rEd siA...HaHax...liKe APPLES...So rEd...hAhAx...buT fAcE wAs paIn siA...HaHax...wElL...GoT My aRt pHoToS toDay...SoOoO haPpY...YeAh...thEmE I aM doIng iS caLLeD : LoNeliNeSS NicE riGht...? I guEsS sO...HaHax...i LovE thiS aLot...HaHax..wELL miSs hiM aLot...So Do mY BUdDiEs...HaHax...wELL...wAs stiLL wOndEriNg AnD tHinKing aBouT aLot oF stUfFs...Haix...ThinK i'M goIng nUtz...HaHax...wEll...gOt To Go...BuT bEfoRe i Do,I pUt a niCe pIctUrE hErE...

ThiS iS foR mY dEaR dEaR...HaHax...

AwWw....

2005-08-23T17:33:00.000-07:00

HaHax...ToDay goT baCk mY chEmiStRy cOmmoN tEsT paPeR...GuEsS whAt...??? I pAsS...!!!! yEaH...HaHax...SoOoO haPpy cAusE oNli 12 pEoPLe iN mY cLaSs PaSsEd...OMG....HaPpY siAx...LiFe wAs StiLL thE sAmE...My diArY [HanDwriTiNg] wAs FiniShiNg SooN aBouT twO paGeS LeFt oNli...*Awww* GoNnA neEd a nEw boOk...Haix...wELL...JuZ noW wAs iN bAnd...JuZ foR boUt 2 hoUrs...Tmr thErE's A rEhEaSeAl fOr tEaChErs' Day...HaHax...WadEvA...I'm Not PLaYiNg aNy imPoRtaNt...DuN cArE laHx...HeEx...nEed tO loOk uP piCs 4 mY 'O' leVeL foR ART...ArGh...!!!*sTrEsS*...HaIx...i wOndEr...Wad iS hE doInG noW...HoHoHo...wELL...BuSY bUsy NoW...HaHax...tRy tO dRoP bY LatEr...BuaiZ...(^-^)

BoOx....

2005-08-19T11:31:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaaaaaaaaa....AiLeEn NeVeR Go BN tMr......SOBX............sHLd i TeLL hiM tmR...?gOt a nEw QuotE:

OncE thE thReAd oF fAtE iS brOkEn,It CaN nEvEr bE uNdoNe...

- Kikyo [ Inuyasha ]

Got nEw piCs....HeEx....

NICE...????SwEEt RiGhT...?

JuZ pAssIng By....HaHax....

2005-08-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

Wa...i Got 2 hrS oF cOuNsElLiNg...sOoO...FuN...hAhA...jUz dRopPiNg tO pUt nEw pIcs...

HoW wAs iT...?NicE...?HeEx... : )

Waaaaaaaa......( T.T )

2005-08-18T18:00:00.000-07:00

Haiz....ThiNk i sHld nOt Be hiS LiL siS aNymOrE...HaIz....i got new pics....

NiCe....?sO cUtE riGht...???

WoO...BaCk aGaiN...

2005-08-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

hAlo...LoNg timE nEvEr wRitE Le...WaS buSy tHiS fEw DayS...StUdyiNg aNd DoInG hOmEwOrK...HaHax...I dUn WaNnA rEtAiN...ThaT's wHy I tRy My bEst To stUdY aS haRd aS i CaN...HeEx...Got BaCk My PhySicS aNd ChEmiStrY ClaSs tEst rEsUlT...HaHax...I iMprOvE aLot sIaz...KiNdA gEtTiNg ThE "BeAt" oF aLL tHesE stUfF...HaHax...YuPz...GoT 13/20 FoR pHysIcs AnD 11.5/20 fOr ChEmiStRy...HaHaz...KiNdA haPpy CuZ iF I cAn ConTiNuE tO woRk HaRdEr,I sUrE cAn paSs EvEn HiGhEr dE...*JiA yOu* HeEx...HmMm...I'm In LoVe wiD a PiCtUrE...ShoW yA...

NicE..???HaHaz...I'm iN lovE wiD tHe MoOn...HaHax...LovE thiS piCtUrE...

Yo....HaPpY....

2005-08-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

HaHax...Ytd was a kiNda GoOd pErForMacE...mY drUmsEt wAs goOd...[ pPl sAy sO...I'm Not sO sUrE...HeEx...] wELL...SaW HiM...He DiD cAmE tO sEe mE pErForM...I'm sOoO DaMn hApPy...HaHax...aFtEr ThE pErForMacE,hE aCtUaLLy kEpt hoLdiNg oN tO mE aS hE wAntEd tO giB mE a PrEsEnt [ I pAisEh LaHx ]...A mErCi cHoCoLatE...HaHax..SoOo sWeEt oF hiM...HaHax...I rEaLLi LOvE HiM aLot...hE sAy hE LOvE mE toO...HaHax...GoTtA Go...Cuz My LiTtLe sIstEr WaNnA pLaY MapLe...HeEx...ByEz~ [ No QuOtE TodAy....( ^-^ ) ]

MiSsiNg HiM...

ToDay IsH...............My PerFoRmaNce....( ^_^ )Y

2005-08-06T11:16:00.000-07:00

Oh My GOD...TimE wEnt DaMn FaSt siA...ToDay iSh My BaNd pErForMaNcE at ThE LaO Pa Sat...HeEx...wELL I wAs KiNda nEvoUs nOw Sia...DuNnO wHy...HmMm...I hOpE tO sEe HiM thErE...Not sUrE WhEthEr hE cOmiNg aNot...hOpE hE caN...HaHax...wELL I rEaLi wAs KinDa PisSeD oFf aLot of tImEs...[ HmMm...I sHld sAy...IsH ALL ThE tiMe... (*x*) ] hAiz...DuNnO wHy I keEp gEtTiNg LeFt oUt,UnwAntEd [ mAybE evEn HatEtEd ] By pPl...Haix...wHy...?HEY....i sHld bE talKing boUt my pErfoRmaNcE...*SoRry*HmMm...wELL hOpE LatEr EvErytHiNg woUld gO wELL...HaHax...SoOoO goOd...I nEed tO gO sChOoL aT 2 pM...HaHax...wELL...I rEalLi MUST plAy oUt thE baR 20 StArLigHt ExPrEsS...HeEx...WeLL waTtA sAy...HmMm...yEa...I NeEd StuDy HarD...I dUn WaNnA rEtAin...I wAnt TakE 'O' lEvEL nExt yEar...HeEx...wELL...thiNk i'll sToP riGht hErE...AlL tHe bEst foR aLL my FrEnZ latEr aNd aLL thE bEst fOr mE toO...*GoGoGo*...HaHaz...sMiLeZzZ FoRevEr...Oh...my tEachEr hAvE a vEry GoOd QuoTe...So I'll wRitE it DoWn hErE aS thE QuOtE fOr toDay :

NothiNg iS iMpoSsIbLE.YoU jUst HavE to tRy!

- Ms Lai

NiCe WaSnt it..?byE~ ( ^-^ )

Haiz...I'm Fading away soon...

2005-08-02T10:32:00.000-07:00

Why..?Haiz...it's alrEaDy haLlf a yEaR goNe liaOx...But wHy aM I stilL stUck heRe...in a woRld of dArknEss,CoLdnEss,hEaRtEss,SadnEss...I hOpE sOmEonE wOulD bE thE hEro in ThosE oN MoviEs to ComE aNd sAvE mE...I rEalli NeEd hiM...But thE thiNg iS,wE arE sEprAtEd...wE'rE sO faR awAy FrOm EacHothEr...Haiz...WoNdEr if hE's StilL oKiEx aNot...Haiz...ComMoN tEst ComiNg liaOx...SurE diE siA...ScArEd I'lL nEeD tA rEtaiN...Haiz...Juz NoW hE waS onLinE...wE cHat FoR aWhilE...dEn He LoG oFf liaOx...hE saiD hE mAybE coMinG foR my BaNd pErfoRmaNcE oN 6 aUg 05 at ThE LaO Pa Sat aT aBoUt 6 O'cLock...HeEx...Not SurE = P Cuz I wAs BuSy attEnDiNg My PraCticEs aNd wAs likE sO dAmN bUsy StuDyiNg...BuSy likE a BeE...**BuzZzZz**... (' - ')HmMm...My BudDy[ AlEx BNSS ] aSk mE WhEthEr I'm oKiEx aNot...Cuz MoSt oF thE timE I kEpt Haiz aNd Haiz...hE wAs kiNda wOrRiEd bOut mE...But I'm oKiEx...Onli likE tO thiNk aLot thAts all...Haiz...Ha
Hax..SigH aGaiN...DuNnO hOw tO pUt it...Haiz...Juz FadiNg aWay SoOn...dEn wiLL bE sEpaRatEd FuRthEr awAy FrOm HiM...**SoBbY SoBx**...Haiz...ToDay noT iN a GoOd mOoD to ThiNk of a QuotE...So DuN havE...wEll sHaLL stOp hErE I thiNk...Cuz it's LatE...NeEd ta sLeEp liaOx...~NitEz NitEz

hOpE LifE woUlD bE bEttEr ForEvEr...

**MisSiNg HiM**

Waaa...Boring.... >x<

2005-08-01T20:14:00.000-07:00

Wa...now i'm acTuAlly havIng CME/PSE leSsOn...BoRiNg So i DeCidEd tO sOrT oF WrIte A eNtRy laHx...HaHax...My BaNd pErfoRmaNcE at ThE LaO Pa SaT WaS tHis SatUrDay...6 AugEst 2005...*WoRriEd* I sCareD i Can'T PlaY my Bar 20 StaRliGht ExpResS...Haiz...Well wAs So BoriNg nOw siA...DuNnO wAttA Do...HaiZ...CaNt oPeN my DiSkeTte...[ DuNnO tHe SpElliNg...HeEx...]NoW i CaN oNli Do My WoRk At HomE siA...WhAt ThE hEll...wEll...GoiNg tA Be ReCesS TimE le...So I'll wRiTe LatEr WheN i GeT hoMe...HaHax...I gOiNg PiA MaPle At YeW tEe Cc...HeEx...i MayBe Go hOmE dO CME/PSE pRojEct WoRk...So CaNt PlaY le Ma...NvM...My pRojEct WoRk MorE imPoRtaNt WaD...WeLl...GoTtA Go...JuZ eNd My EnTry tOdAy wiTh a QuOtE:

"No MatTeR WaD tHe FutUrE HolDs,I wiLl alwAys Be By Your SiDe.Cuz i Juz WaNnA Let YoU knOw thAt,I LOVE YOU...!!!

~MiN FaNg~

Yo...2nd EntRy....

2005-07-31T17:08:00.000-07:00

**MusHi MuShi**hELLo...This Is my 2nd EnTry...HeEx...well...ytd was my CoUsiN's BiRtHdAy...HaHax...We Ate KFC **YuMmY**...HmMm...ytd pLay MapLe StoRy...Ok Ok laHz...OnLi AbiT BoRiNg...HmMm...i nOw NeEd Ta dO my CmE/PsE PrOjEcT aBout thE HitlEr thiNgy...Soooooo i'll tRy aNd WriTe aGaIn LatEr BaHx...HeEx...**SoRrY**

My 1st ENTRY...!!! HeEx... ^_^ Y

2005-07-29T10:51:00.000-07:00

HeEx...This my 1st time writing...HaHax...Well...i dun realli kuw why i wanna have a blog...HaHax..Maybe cuz i saw my sis have so i wan oso...i so copycat sia...but tt's how it should be wasn't it...?Lil sis would follow what their sis did most of the time...So CrApPy sia...HeEx...HmMm...write again later...Busy nw...want play Maple Story...HeEx...Love Myself... = P HeEx...